:: faith . hope . LOVE ::

beauty issues

2011-08-21T12:40:00.003+08:00

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.. GOAL: 48KG ! !

I NEED TO REDUCE PIMPLE SCARING.. GOAL:

lemon water [3 times a week]

lemon treatment [3 times a week]

avoid oily foods !!

problems studying . . .

2011-08-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

i am very much lacking in motivation to study~

lately i just feel as if i dont give a damn about studying anymore... im not ashamed of failing... but i cant help but feel abit left out from my whole cohort because i am kind of like half their year and half the lower year now~ ok maybe 'left out' isnt the word... but do you know what i mean?

anyway, i have been taking pleasure in the little things in life, such as watching old movies like wizard of oz and casablanca, chilling and doing nothing for hours, and sipping cups of coffee on sofas~ i feel like i am enjoying life very well now, despite uni [which is full of crap].

i really want to just stop for this semester. just travel to another country and enjoy myself for half a year before coming back to chiro. chiro is hard. how can the people in my year be so dedicated to their studies so diligently? how can they study every night and in the weekend as well?

i used to be able to do that... however now its not the case. i cant seem to study properly nowadays... maybe failing a unit has made me feel so crap about myself, and that deep down i am really just giving up, despite the appearance of having been over this traumatic event.

i am not usually like this. before, i used to be able to study everyday, and in the weekend. maybe this is a sign that i really need a break.

hmm... i guess i shall push myself harder one last time, since next year will technically be like a gap year for me.

one last push.

i can do this right?

do you have faith in me?

화이팅 . . .

failed life~

2011-07-22T17:11:00.001+08:00

i failed 302.

my 'gap yr' life begins nxt yr.

end of story.

time to get drunk now.

PASSED MY NEURO PRAC SUPP!!

2011-07-20T18:54:00.002+08:00

so today started off not so great~

i was worried, stressed, panic.

it was neuro prac supp exam today~!!!!

i was praying.... ANYTHING bt a baby!!! dnt give me a baby!!!

AND I DIDNT GET A BABY!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!

bilateral leg pain, and low back pain ^.^V

screwed up abit in phys exam, but apparently i did better than i thought, BECAUSEEEEE.....

dr. B said "YOU PASS" .... ANNNDDDDDD HE SAIDDDD....

"I AM VERY PROUD OF YOU"

BUAHAHAHAHHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*jump up and down frantically waving arms*

u have no idea how happy i am right nw~ i cant even study fr radio supp just yet!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD

so happy.

came home, mum was proud everyone was proud of me, i ate alot, caught up on all my tv series, did face mask, and drank a huge glass of absolute mandarin!!!!

i am now ready to crash for the day [7pm], and bring on tmr!!!! I CAN ACTUALLY PASS 303 I THINK!!!!!!!! [now pray that 302 dr. L is ultra nice to me and think of my super gd 1-mark-off-an-HD adjustment skills and let me scrape a pass!!!! >...< PLS GOD I WILL PROMISE FROM NOW ON I WILL NOT TAKE STUDY TIME FOR GRANTED.... I WILL NOT GO TO BARS TOO MANY TIMES AFTER UNI..... I WILL B A GOOD STUDENT FROM NOW ON. I WILL SHINE!!!! AMEN!!! ]

302 supp disaster

2011-07-12T19:12:00.002+08:00

today was a tough day~ 302 supp exam was a disaster ~ i have no words to describe how i feel right nw~ im kind of glad that its over, but kind of thinking WHYYYYY LOSCO..... WHY DIDNT U PUT TUMOURS INTO THE EXAM!?!?

sigh~

please by the miracle of God, let me pass this unit this sem~ i am rly begging here~~

ventage

2011-07-10T18:30:00.004+08:00

what is the meaning of life?

the world is too complicated as it is right now~ once upon a time, it wasn't~ life was simple...

we wake. we eat. we go about our chores. we maintain our farms. we spend time with family and fellow villagers. we are all apart of a single close-bonded community.

at night we dance. feast. then go to sleep.

so what has changed?

why is it that now there is so much STRESS just to carry on with our days?

sometimes i wonder, why bother? why do i put myself through this shit? you only live once afterall~

but of course the question remains: will i live a good and comfortable life if i just dont bother?

if i just give up now and move on to other simpler things, does it mean i will not be as successful next time?

its all about a bit of sacrifice isnt it? i get it.

but in sacrifice, it is often painstakingly difficult to want to continue~

perserverance only goes so far~ past this, are feelings of heartache, failure, and wanting to simply let go and give up.

i sometimes wonder... what if this really isnt the thing for me? what am i going to do? i cannot even sit myself down to study this shit anymore.

its that shitty.

im so sick of freakin osteoporosis and spondylosis and arthritis and etc!!! ARGHHH!!!! CHIRO IS NOT GONNA CURE U OF THESE DISEASES MANNN~~~

sometimes i really dont know why chiropractors think they are better than doctors and stuff~ I MEAN COMMON. IF THE PATIENT HAS OSTEOPOROSIS, THEYRE EVENTUALLY GONNA END UP SEEKING THE HELP OF A DOCTOR. what can chiropractors do huh? ADJUST? MANIPULATE? what is the difference between those 2 words anyway huh!?!?

geeez~ im honestly getting so damn fed-up over this profession right now. and im studying it. omfg. F . M . L .

ERRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so stressed in winter break~ this stress better b worth it.... i better pass these supps, otherwise im gonna seriously consider changing courses~

can u believe it though!!!?? 3 freakin supps to do!!!!!!!! GAHHHH~~~~ i am going NUTS!!!!!!

no-one should be put through this kind of stress.

chiro sucks.

end of story.

granted with a little ray of hope . . .

2011-06-24T20:29:00.002+08:00

today marks the first time in my life that i have to do a supp exam~

not even one~

but for 2 UNITS~ sigh~

i mean i guess i kinda saw this coming, seeing as i already failed the compulsory-pass-practical-exam before the final exams even started....

so i guess that i am ultra grateful that Dr. B has granted me a supp~ [ i really hope i didnt have to do radio supp aswell though :S ]

and 302~ like i mean i was on a very low score before final exams....

i mustve done really well in my practical to have gotten a pass mark for it.... but probably failed the theory paper, hence the need for me to do a supp for it~

i hope by God's miracle that results will change by the time monday comes, to show that i no longer need to sit for 302 supp anymore [ and just pass the unit ]...

although very far fetched, i must still have some hope right? hope in the board of examiners, hope in the lecturer, hope for myself, and most importantly hope in God~

pleaseeee~~~~

... & i dont really ask for anything more for 303 though, coz i am super relieved i got that supp rather than failing all together [which really wouldve been tragic news] ....

so im gonna seize this 2nd chance opportunity to redeem myself~

i will try my hardest from now on to not fail & drop down a year~

i need to pass these supps well and move on with my life~ not get stuck in doing the unit again...

but if it doesnt happen, then i guess life must go on~

for now though, there is still hope ...

ice ~

2011-06-22T00:43:00.009+08:00

winter is upon us~

it is time to embrace the beautiful wonders of winter ...

what better than to feel the freedom of gliding on ice, having no care in the world ...

the touch of cold breeze on my face ...

the sound of my skates scraping the surface of ice ...

this is calmness ...

this is bliss ...

this is what i love about ice skating~

it brings me so much happiness~

i can now skate backwards fast & skate on 1 leg~!!

good progress!!

i wish i can iceskate everyday~~

somewhere over the rainbow~

2011-06-21T16:59:00.007+08:00

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

2010-08-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

i will work harder & catch up & succeed & SCORE!!!!!!!

FIGHTINGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **DOUBLE FISTSSS*************

9th monthsary!!

2010-07-14T17:09:00.002+08:00

yesterday was me n richard's 9th monthsary!! i so totally had a special plan for last night, but totally didnt hv the time to pull it off like AT ALL.

coz monday was meant to be the day i spent preparing for everything but i had ktving with frends in the evening/night.. so yeaa... i guess my special plan will hv to wait till our 1 yr hehe!!

ps. you'd be glad to know tht project dont-be-clingy is getting there!! i dont feel the need t see him everyday now. at least not as much as before!! im really trying here. i still get the feeling of wanting to see him everyday tho -.-' but yeaaa... ahwell. this way i get to get my own stuff done n avoid mummy's naggings lol.

anyways, so recently ive been playing taboo!! its really fun!! Len is hell good at it!! her brain is like on another level haha!!

and also, i watched toy story 3 after some persuasion lol. its SUCH a good movie!! like i didnt know cartoons cn be so meaningful!! so yea... u all out there, GO WATCH TOY STORY 3.

ive been watching alot of movies lately actually. i dno why... i tink coz i really REALLY love movies!!! theyre relaxing n entertaining!! during uni sem, i hardly get t sit down n watch a movie without any worries, so im seizing this opportunity while it lasts ^^

raining with a chance of meatballs is cool aswell!! watched tht at richard's house along with the time traveller's wife, which was an ok movie i guess. i gotta admit, its nt as great as ppl said it was.

now the only thing left tht i really wanna watch is ECLIPSE!!! WHYYYY havent i watched it yet!? i shldve gone with htet and everyone else!! sigh... the circumstance of having limited money totally sucks. [stupid phone bill=377$ this month]

im gonna have t seriously get a job for this summer ... coz guess wat? mummy said i cn go korea if i work!! SO I HOPE I GET A JOB. u have no idea how much i rly wna go!!

perth is getting extremely boring. no offence. but it seriously is. i cnt imagine living here and not being able to go on holiday. i would die X.X no exagerration lol.
WHY do ppl even bother coming to perth for holiday!? like i really dont see wat attractions there are here!! not unless u come here to hang at the beaches and go scuba diving or sumthink!!

ok. im just hell bored now.
i shall do a makeover of myself n camho!! check out the pics soon :P

THE ONE

2010-07-08T20:35:00.013+08:00

jagger!!! err... d other redbull missing frm dis shot ...

jam donutsss!!! LOVE.

BOTTOMS UP PPLS!!!

richard was shy coz his face was tomato red from just wattt... 10 shots? :P weak boy!!!

Pretty lisa n me on d train ^^

htet, joan, ahwei, n me at traino...

THE CREW!! minus richard, who is taking d pic!!

US COUSINS!!! [minus reece in d BG lol]

zhe lian pic for fun :P

winter holidays begins!!

2010-06-21T19:57:00.010+08:00

im ba-acckkk!!

so after exams i was sooo excited coz i finally get to do anything i want without worrying abt study n shit!! so i went ktv with jasmine, lisa, kevin, n richard at utopia myaree!! it was SUCH a good stress reliever. PLUS... ive nvr been ktv wif either of them bfore either!! except richard of course.

few days ltr, i went iceskating with htet, jon, richard, sarah, zhixi, sherman, ken, jas, her bf, n phoebe. tht day wasnt tht great la coz R was being anti-social hrmmphh. i hate it when hes like that.

aft tht, we came home to dinner wif my family from pontian during the evening. MY 5YR OLD NIECE IS SHOOOO CUTEEE!!!! ^^ food was awesome tht night aswell btw :P

anywhos then d nxt few days i went shopping~!! actually, i went shopping 3 days straight DURING the exam period aswell :S but thts coz it was end of financial yr sale!! so being the stinge i am, i hurried to grab all d gd stuff bfore it all goes!! u guys shldve done the same!!

my buys: bardot black jeans 50$ . myer french shirt $17 . kenji jeans 50$ . above the knee boots 180$ . forever new black heels 60$ . dotti black leather dress 20$ .
im sorry ders no pics coz as i said, i bought most of em during my exam period lol~

OK. moving on... so i was reaaaallll happy to just sit in front of the tv & watch tv all day!! you'd think boredom wld start to kick-in but omg. u have no idea how long i have not been able to just sit in front of the tv without hving to worry about wasting time!!

so thats pretty much how i started off my holidays.

on saturday 19th june, i went to metroz white party!! i was quite a bummer at first, coz everything was just so freakin delayed!! so our girls night out at a bar didnt happen. instead we loitered around till like 9.45pm. then went to richards house t pick my sis n him up for metroz.

metroz was funn!!! i only wish shots werent so ex. if they were 5$ i wld totally down at least 5 shots during the nite lolx.
however, i was poor... so i only had: a pancake, squash frog, & a tequila.
sad much?!

ok... den arnd 1am, i decided i was bored of metroz coz come on!! they were repeating songs n some of the songs were pretty shit anyways!!

so the plan was to go subaru ktv. but then i was so stupid, i forgot that wats left of my 50$ was 3$ only~!! so ktv was outta d question. richard was penniless. n my sis was broke too.
then we sat there loitering for like freakin forever coz of the many problems tht cropped up [i cbf to type it all out].

then d nite got better as we sat on the steps of metroz like GG!! i miss hanging out wif the gals, n i didnt know tht it was the WHOLE night tht was gonna be only us gals!! so im so sorry u guys!! next time it shall only be us girls i promise ^^ ill plan another girls night out somewhere near the end of july!! gives us time to save for drinks :Pthis time i reckon going to a bar for drinks n food is betta~
i will try to balance out my life more now~ coz aft going out wif the girls again, it made me realise how super-glued me n R are. i will truly try n change tht, so dont hate me ppls!! i really do love u all!!!!

so anyways, ill end with pics from that night...

ME
muaxxx!!
in da clubbb~~

caught on metroz camera!! [at the bar]LOOKIN GOOD OR WATTT!?!? :P

hiatus...

2010-06-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

ON HIATUS TILL AFTER EXAMS [11TH JUNE] !!

several updates...

2010-02-20T22:23:00.016+08:00

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R brought roses to our CNY brunch at dragon palace with my family. I LOVE the roses!!

i have only ever received A rose. not a BUNCH of roses!! it was always one of those things that i would like happen to me ^^ receiving a bunch of roses that is~

oh and a few days later, R gave me other valentines day gifts. [coz he forgot to bring em on the day].

he got me a LOVE KEY . corny much? haha!! bt i love it !! its just one of those things which u cherish so much coz of its meaning. how much cornier can 'key to my heart' get?

also, i got a hair curler ^^ cnt wait to use it once my hair grows bck ultra long!!

thx so much dear. i love u.

here we are sitting on peng's swing in his house. we went to pai nian.
i had quite the losing streak that day. i lost every single game i played. what kinda luck is that to have on the first day of chinese new year?!

i was very pissed and annoyed and irritated and grrr.
thank u so much for putting up with it R.
i am so sory u have to see the bad sport in me. but i cant help but feel crap after losing about 20+ games. i'm human.

i love you.

another day. Lisa and i had a little nail sesh together after attending a frend's dad's funeral. it was so upsetting. i have never attended a funeral before. except tht of my great grandmother's. but i was far too young to think of it as anything.

anyways... i had a gdtime trying to do my nails ^^ i generally suck at doing nails, so here is the best i could come up with with 2 nail polishes.

ill do a better job nxt time lol.

so after nail sesh, i went with R and his family to Rendezvous for extra early chinese new year dinner.

i didnt take a pic of the main dish, but here are the desserts!!

the black forest cake was yummm~~

. i love black forest cake .

here is R, fork posing :P

oh. i decided to camwhore whilst waiting for R to browse around myers guys section.
random pic with no meaning.
just admiring how good i looked tht day muahahaz :P

so me and L went a full day of shopping on friday after my chiro!!
spent 3 hrs at karrinyup mall, then the rest of the day till 6 at the city!!

i am glad we did this sister bonding thing. also glad coz we bought heaps of stuff for so cheap!!

forever new silk gloves: $14.95

forever new headband: $9.95 [original price: $20]

i wont tell u where i got this dress, but i got it for $15 reduced from $55.
good at shopping or WAT!?!? :P

ROADS belt: $25

i went to garbo with R.
we walked into esprit, and i was thinking of how i wouldnt be able to afford anything from the store anyway so why bother browsing.

then i browed anyway, coz nothing else to do while R browsed through the guys section.

then dumdumDUM!!!

i saw the sales section. saw a jumper sorta thing.

i love it.

Esprit jumper: $30 [original price: ~$89]

here is the jumper at a closer and clearer view ^^ [excuse the dirty mirro X.X ]

and finally... i cant believe i havent talked about this.
me and R did a painting together one night in my room!!

here.
our masterpiece of MESS.

left sides r mine, and right, his.

this painting although messy, has meaning to both of us.

<3 u always dear ^^

xx

ignorance...

2010-02-09T16:35:00.005+08:00

what a stubborn bitch.

seriously. some people just dont know how to listen to others and take advice. VALUABLE ADVICE. as if you know better. take it from someone who has gone through it, and accept it. it does not gain me anything from you listening to me.

what is so difficult to just make a little sacrifice trip down to where you have to go and just take those few minutes to take down everything you need to know?!? seriously. grow up. youre just insecure and cant deal with not having everything.

the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.

burnt...

2010-02-08T22:19:00.004+08:00

"DEAR DIARY....

today i burned a cloth whilst frying an egg."

HOW ON EARTH DID I MANAGE TO DO THAT!? i dont know. haha!!
[i was simply using it to hold the pan, frying my rice&egg supper]
it just decided to catch on fire. i panicked for a second... or two even.

so here is the poor little thing:

20$ dress...

2010-02-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

Like my dress?? 20$ at supre!! wooo!! i know rite. cheap and good.

i was so happy with the buy!! simply coz i am hell desperate to buy heaps of dresses right now. the cheaper the better!! [must look nice of course ^^ ].

so this was the day after A's birthday sleepover. i went with R and his timezone friends to celebrate dunno what at crown KTV and eurobar. it was okla.

KTV is always good to me, but its not as good as when youre with your closest friends. but nevermind that. i at least still found some joy in it.
then came eurobar. it was ok. manage to get a free drink from i forgot who lol. and i love dancing with R. its so hilarious haha!! ^^

anywayz, the point of this post is that i freakin love my 20$ dress.

xx

. L O V E .

2010-02-01T21:16:00.001+08:00

. L O V E .

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects. always trusts. always hopes. always perseveres.

Love never fails.

And now these three remain: faith. hope. love.

The greatest of this is LOVE.

[ 1 Corinthians 13:4-13 ]

.I LOVE.

boredom... in need of craziness...

2010-01-25T18:02:00.003+08:00

The picture says it all.

I AM MAD BORED.

i went shopping for A's bday pressie in whitfords today with R, and am still bored!!! ke shopping avec il lain dengan aller au shopping avec ma copine!! im not complaining, mais c'est un peu different... je ne sais pas quoi. BE MORE LIVELIER petetre!!!!! X.X

also, lets say if nous avon aller au hang avec mes amies ya? nous always like rapatrapat until i tink sometimes nous kinda exclude le chingus la~ also il ne parler beaucoup!!!! MMM!!! I DNO WHY!! but i still taime~

i love u.

isshhh~~ i need to go crazy somewhere~ i feel too bound to home right now~ need to get out there!! i miss uni and those crazy insane times :(

i need a girls day out omg. i will organise soon.

ok. so yesterday i baked the best chocolate cake EVER. yupp... i totally rock!! too bad i didnt take pic of it. tbh, it was quite ugly la~ but the POINT is, tht it is the yummest cupcakes ever :P

last night was a family frends dinner party at my house~ there was heaps of food, the aunties and uncles came, and yeaa... us kids [yes... although 19 going on 20 this yr, im still in the kids category] played big 2, heart attack, and bartol. kinda fun i guess. i mean it wasnt crazy fun though~ I NEED CRAZY FUN RIGHT NOW.

so i have spare time now since R is off to work for like freakin 6 hrs tonite. i decided its time to catch up with the duncraigies. so im heading to queenB's house at 7.45pm ltr on... it would be good to see all of them again after so long. i feel kinda bad not going to all the meet ups now. but ive been hanging with R alot, and well, yea. been doing other things aswell.

oh yeaa... me and mamanim went out on friday, and instead of looking for A's pressie, we totally got sidetracked aft hk bbq at ktv lol. we went to hitz studio and ktv-ed. and yeaa... it was only us two lol. u can see people walking past our room tinking we're crazy to ktv only 2 people~ but i had heaps of fun!! coz we went crazy in there!!! and :O halfway through our 1 hr sesh, this random dude walked in and tld us his fren wanted our number. i dno whose number. but anyways... so we're like, ask ur frend to come himself la!!!

geezz... talk abt chicken ayy~~ but yeaa so he went to ask his frend to come lol~ HIS FREN ACTUALLY CAME like wtf rite... he has guts.

ok so we questioned him first. we were sitting, he was standing. then found out he goes to murdoch!!! so haiyaaa... anyone from murdoch is our fellow people la horr~ so we invite him to sit down lor~ nth wrong wif making new frends watt~ and slowly his 2 other frends also came. jun and mohamed~ we all ktv together and ya!! we can hang out wen uni starts ^^ they just came to australia less than 1/2 a year, so their english is pretty bad, but we can help them i guess ^^ woo!! more people to hang with in uni !! ^^

and ok the whole city and ktv thing was the fun part. ltr something happened, and omg. FIRST FIGHT. so bad mann~~ i so wanted to go home alrdy~ but i stayed strong coz wth. i need to at least know the reason for this behaviour!!! so i insisted to know the reason, and we solved it. thank goodness... coz i hate fighting. fighting is stupid. unless its a bitch fight that i will have to win, then i will fight la. but im not the kind of person who likes to be caught in or between a fight, so yeaa... please mann~~ DONT FIGHT WITH ME.

sighhh.... i need a job. i wna buy so many things but m and d r renovating the whole garage and so yea i feel bad to spend so much money la~ i would say i feel its unfair that they shld spend unneccessarily on the garage, but it is for someone's better future, so i understand that it is totally worth the money splurge.

the thing is... i dont want a job to affect my uni studies once uni starts. which is pretty soon. coz i am not a clever person, and i do have to study my ass off for tests and stuff~ i dont learn fast i admit, and am pretty slow catching onto things. but i do try and thats wat got me into chiro i guess. persistence!! just not enough to get into medicine obviously... bt who cares. i shall be happy where i am right now!! but yeaa... the point is... i really should push myself to work at least once a week or something. im gonna try that bakery at kingsley village. i rly wish i get tht job, coz i love looking at bakery food haha!! yummmm~~ FAT!! X.X' fml~

speaking of FATness.... i am getting so flimsy at the stomach!!! its horrendous!!! im gonna join the uni gym this yr and fix this tyre around me~

okayy~~ i tink i have said everything i wanted to say so far~ im gonna change this blog layout soon, coz a frend mentioned theres no chatbox!! :O

now i shall go get ready to go queenB's place.

xx

hangouts...

2010-01-24T01:41:00.009+08:00

updating on my previous post, i am sad to announce tht i did NOT get the job. reason being that my uni timetable this sem is too busy. [he needs someone more available] he was a nice guy though~ he just talks too much with the patients lol~ i mean how can he keep talking nonstop huh!?

okay.. enough about that. now for what i have getting up to!!! nothing interesting really~ but nonetheless i did have fun!!

firstly, i went out with what started off with mark, ended up with R and ez and a whole bunch of ppl. Us 4 went haircut first though. I got mine cut at K3G pier st. branch, and the guys got theirs done at top image. The guy cut my hair too short though!!! i regret cutting it shorter!! coz then now i cant do hairbun!! haizzz.... so uncool la~ this short hair makes me look like a primary sch kid. geee....

anyway...

heres deary FINALLY getting his hair cut!! his hair was so long ar i tell u i damn annoyed lorr his hair everyday so flatt~ [dont get me wrong, ill still love him if his hair is as long as mine. bt lets not imagine tht now shall we.] thats why i sat there taking pic of him finally cutting it all off!! ^.^v

THEN TADA!!!! he looks 3 yrs younger instantly!! =P the magic of cut hair~ us both look like primary sch kids haha~ except im the younger one of course.

so now we camwhore.... kopi tiam pose .....

the day ended with us hanging out at utopia, then going to tz to play~ met R's sisters there, and eric, and all of us hanged with mike [the person working there who's R's frend]. played heart attack. then left.

ok... so heres a random pic of my done up eye i decided to do when i was bored one day in my room~ damn fugly la the pimples, so please ignore ok. ppl's skin not perfect all d time~

wooo.... then there was the mandurah trip down to eric's house new house!! the house is so nice!! big, neat, and near the shopping mall~ very convenient.
so me and arnie camwhored while the guys played some games. SOUL CALIBER 4 omgness... its a gd game la~ and this is coming from someone who usually doesnt like playing tv games.

what was supposed to be a crabbing trip, turned out to be just a hang out chill out thing~ it was a good trip anywayz.... except for the getting wrongly scolded by the dad at 2am in the morning bit. it was a total misunderstanding.

the accused, innocent. the unaccused, guilty.

Me and mamanim manage to FINALLY photobooth together onli us twoo!! ^^ this was the day we met in freo wif R, ron, beckiie, and eric. we sat in dome most of the time sipping coffee and chitchatting. then hanged in tz and camwhored. a typical day of hang out la~

another dayyy....

I SPENT 3 HRS MAKING THIS SUSHI [this is onli 1/6 of the amount of sushi i made]~ yess... this was during the time M and D were away for the weekend to melb and brizzie~ i have to say.... my sushi making skills r gooood =P look at the egg rolls. PRO mann!!

....and i finally saw avatar too~ by this time, everyone has already seen it at least twice. so before the movie, me along with R's 2 sisters Lisa and Mich, and Mich's frend anna-ease went to photobooth at the tz in innalooo!!

look at R here being all tank and all xP

oh and deary got me a grumpy carebear [which has a meaning btw]. heehee~ it was surprise actually, coz i onli knew when he was trying to hide it behind him wen i was decorating the pics!! my eyes very fast it zoom to the blue thing he was holding haha!!

i forgot it was our 3 month anniversary on 13th jan 2010 which was tht day!! so THATS why he got me the bear ^^ thanks so much dear, i love u alot. ur face is like the bear. and i love it hahahaha!!!!! muaxxx.

xx

2010-01-20T16:10:00.003+08:00

i am so nervous right now. WHY am i nervous!?!? its just 2 hours of work experience with a random chiropractor that i dont know. what if he asks me questions!?!? and i cant answer coz my anatomy knowledge is shit???

OMG. he better not ask me any questions about anatomy =S im so worried now~~ i know youre thinking -why this girl so stupid. little bit also worry-

but seriously. i want this job. i hope he employs me.

i have to leave to go there now.

ill report back ltr. WISH ME LUCK!!!!

HWAITING!!!

CA hunt...

2010-01-11T19:29:00.005+08:00

I just wrote 19 addresses on 19 envelopes to be sent to 19 different chiropractic places.

Dear God, PLEASE. Please at least let one of these 19 employers employ me!!

AMEN.

seriously rite... if not a single one of these places call me, then the next time ill apply TWICE the the amount of places i applied this time!!! im going crazy alrdy. SURELY AT LEAST ONE OF THE CHIROPRACTORS NEEDS AN ASSISTANT. COMMONNN!!!

so here are the places i applied to:

warwick chiropractic centre.

back and beyond chiropractic.

element chiropractic: tuart hill.

yokine chiropractic.

vitality chiropractic.

odin road chiropractic centre.

complete care chiropractic clinic.

kingsley chiropractic clinic.

nunyara chiropractic centre.

hillarys chiropractic.

whitfords chiropractic.

mullaloo chiropractic.

access mind & body.

north beach chiropractic.

belridge chiropractic.

up chiropractic.

leederville chiropractic.

mr. galbraith-paul.

galbraith p.w.

WOOOHH!!

ONE OF U BETTER EMPLOY ME!!!!

emotional 20...

2010-01-09T20:20:00.005+08:00

so heres the thing~

im supposedly having something emotional going on with me, coz im not able to sleep properly most nights now~ also it is causing my spinal dura to lock, and tense, resulting in the tension and tightening of my right shoulder muscles~ this tightens the muscles in my neck, thus tightening something or another on either sides of the insides of my mouth~ this causes the not-being-able-to-sleep-most-nights thing.

whatever shall i do!? Peter is right. There IS something emotional going on. its the fact that m. is being so pms-ey nowadays, and just so picky and fussy about everything. also, it comes down to my lack of independence. which rly pisses me off coz this year i will be turning 20.

oh yea... it suddenly dawned on me that i will be turning 20 this year!!!!!! the radio today on 92.9, gladly reminded me of how i am so very much the same as the self i was 10 years back, by playing top songs from a century back~

imagine a 20 year old without a car license, without a job, and without proper routine commitment other than that to her bf.

WHAT KIND OF 20 YR OLD IS THAT!?!?

an underachieved one.

now most people my age would already have a resume with at LEAST 2 job experiences on it. MINE? i have none.

i also feel that i am quite a burden on the people around me. take R as an example. he is the one that always drives!!! coz i cant drive!!! i actually feel bad~ but i will make it up to him wen i get my license ^^

and also, i have decided to go church as many sundays as i can, once i get my license. i feel like ok. im not superly SUPERLY religious, but i do believe in God... and i seriously never do anything about going to learn about it all~ like wth rite~ so yea... i tink going to church and listening to the reverend talk and all would be good for me~

so this will be something i will try to commit to, once i get my license~

what else?? oh yea. tdy was fun ^^ me and R were cleaning the bed parts to fix up. and we got into a water hose fight. L joined in. R got owned by L and i XD

then we hanged in my pool for abit~ me and R ate icecream after, and continued to fixing up the bed~!! i totally am a better handywoman than he is a handyman today HAHAH!! coz i did 3 sides, and he only managed to do one side lolol!! talk about DE-MANED!! XDDD sry sry my dear XD ok. i will not diss u anymore in this post ^^'' ehehe~~

anywayz, then guess what......

....my mattress didnt end up fitting into the bed frame tht we so proudly set up together!!!! sigh... talk about unlucky!! [my mattress is king size single. the bed frame is for a single bed.] so yeaa... rite now my mattress is on a tilt on the bed frame. its actually pretty good this way!! only that R reckons i will somehow roll off the bed during the night and have a concussion by hitting my head on the table or floor~ wooosshhh.... so please pray for me lolz.

so the idea is to swap mattresses wif R's. but i dont know what M and D would tink about tht. i will gently bring the idea up~ i just have a feeling they will think i am a crazy insane person to tink such a thing ~.~' lol. so yess... we shall see then~~

ohhh~~ did i tell u R darling gave me a hair straighterner for xmas!! i was mad happy!! coz one thing is that i have always wanted my own hair straighterner [coz ive been sharing wif L]. and another thing is that L's one happen to have broken right before we went to Bali!! so there ya go. utter happiness ^^

then i was tinking OH NOOOooo!!!! I ONLY GOT HIM MASSAGE CREAMS and a complimentary massage!!!! .......what a bad gf huh~~~

i shall buy him better pressies once i start working ^^

SO PLEASE. SOMEONE HIRE ME!!

DEC update...

2009-12-19T00:06:00.004+08:00

woww~ i havent updated in forever!! been pretty busy ehehe.. so here is a summary...

1- OFFICIALLY A 2ND YR CHIRO STUDENT!! thts rite. i managed to miraculously pass all my units this 2nd sem!! did not expect tht to happen lol~ got distinction for cellbio ^^ 2 credits, and a pass [anatomy].

2- FINALLY passed my driving test!! [ahuhh~~ aft the 3rd go lolz] ...now all thts left is my 25hrs + hazard perception test!!

3- been out and abt with R. love him lots. been 2 months [13th DEC] ~^^~

4- hangin out at cindy's: drinking games+guitar heroe [as always with games, i sucked at guitar heroe too] ... though i discovered a new game i like!! the drumming guitar heroe thing!! [wat a noob gamer lol]

5- PROACTIVE. yes. thts rite. my skin is shit. so i am gg all lengths to find the rite product to fix this horrendous mess!! [pray to God it works!!]

6- DOLLY DO. i have a current obsession with make-uping and HAIRBUNS. aft reading cheesie's blog, i just got inspired!!

7- CLOTHES. not enough!! totally needing to splurge on a bunch of clothes~ [problem: POKAI]

8- BALI. thts rite!! im flying off to bali tmr!! im all packed up [well.. nearly..] i seriously cannot wait to get there!! despite not seeing R for 11 days~ this will be the longest we've been apart since we got together~ [yupp... nvr been apart for more than 2 days] wat leeaches lol~ l.o.v.e. bug ^^ DEARRRrrr... ill miss u much!!

SO thts it!! im too lazy to post pictures~ theres ALOT of camwhoring pictures of me on my fb so go comment!! ^o^

BALI awaits me~!!

packing for camp...

2009-11-28T22:51:00.004+08:00

I AM SO BORED.

packing now. and tmr begins the 4 day AMYC church camp.

i rly duno how it will turn out, but i sure hope i will make heaps of new frends and hav fun there!!

till nxt time!!

freo hang...

2009-11-28T01:25:00.013+08:00

so today i went to hang with richard, htet, nicole, phii, and peter at freo!!

we didnt do much rly... except for eat pizzas, icecream, and hving a photobooth obsession.

There would be more pics but the stupid machine broke when me and htet were abt to print our pics!!! ~.~'' how gay man~ so they gave us credit for the nxt time we go there. sighs. but other than tht, here r the pics we did manage to take!! ^^

gotta love photobooths!!!

i love u...

2009-11-21T09:04:00.004+08:00

ok so it has been 5 days straight of 24 hrs of seeing each other and yet im still nt sick of seeing R!! in fact, i wish he was still here haha!! [i shall not be clingy. i shall not be clingy. i shall not be clingy.]

i can tell this is different. and am in a v happi place right nw despite exams!! we study together... we play together... we fight together... lol. thx for being there dear ^^ through my whinings of chi108 failure as well lol. it mustve been damn annoying haha. ^^''

i love you.

envious...

2009-11-16T18:09:00.003+08:00

wow.. dyou know how hard it actually is to study for exams when the people around you arent??!

mummy and daddy obviously dont study. titi is year 8. and len alrdy finished TEE.

AHHHH!!!

I HAVE 5 MORE EXAMS TO GO!!!

so hard to studyyyy... so behind for anatomy and cellbio =S im trying not to worry. coz worrying will take up brain space. and we wont want that now do we!

did i mention, GINKO IS GOOD FOR THE BRAIN.
right before exams i went to buy a small jar of ginko tablets lol. id like to think tht there is sumthing boosting my brain power other than alternatives such as redbull or mother.

saturday was the vertebrate physiology [bms107] theory paper. tht was okaaay i guess. i didnt cruise through bt i tink i can pass. todays one was vertebrate physiology PRACTICAL [bms107]. i did the past yr papers 07 and 08 last night rite, and like totally cruised through them!! so i went into the exam tdy full of confidence. THENNNnnn.... BOMB. like it was way harder than those past yr papers like wth rite!?!? so my neck ached frm constantly looking downwards at d yellow paper.

anywayz.... then i jst came home from buying heaps of junk food. i duno why i eat so much junk nowadays... SIGHsss.... must be unconcsious exam stressing!!!

now is the time i really jst wna go wild at a house soju party or sumthing lol~ so envious of ppl who finished exams alrdy. i know rite. im so bad. but i cant help it!! NOONE can help it when theyre behind in the 2 units whose exams are on consecutive days of each other who lives with ppl who dont have to study for exams and basically practically on summer holidays already!!

*breaths*

OKAY. IM GONA CONTINUE MY HEART, LUNG, BLOOD VESSELS WORK.

I CAN DO THISSS!!!!!!

s t r e s s . . .

2009-11-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

s t r e s s . . . p r e s s u r e . . . h e a d a c h e . . . f a t . . .

all these just from studying!? haihz haihz.... SIANNNN le!!! why do i keep telling myslf i will keep up with uni work, bt still i dont!? *hits own head*

now its near finals alrdy, and i feel so unprepared. not FEEL arr. i AM unprepared. *squints* i wish i have more time to study. but i only have thursday and friday left to do it all. FML is the word to use right now. F. M. L.

BUT I MUST TRY TO STAY POSITIVE. HWAITING.

i need to pray alot.

sunday of study break...

2009-11-08T19:44:00.004+08:00

mummy arrived in miri today~ she must be having a great time catching up with her brothers and sisters, and popo. she texted me just now however, saying that the weather there is very humid and the air, heavy. HAHAHA!! was my response lol!!

so today i woke up at like 3pm. ahuh. amazing hey. i was just stuck in this dream i couldnt get out of though!! it is d weirdest feeling. so far this wasnt the only dream from which i could not get out of!!

aft i woke, got breakfast, den wanted to do some work. but ended up playing the role of procrastination queen, and changed the layout of this blog and the music as well!!

i really wna get bck into my kmusic/kdrama obsession again!! dyou know how difficult it was to emerge outta that pool of addiction!? thats why i cant start it NOW. not at least until exams r over, which is 25th NOVEMBER 2009.

yes. that is the date i cant wait to come. aft exams.. i wna:
1- go desserting.
2- go korean bbq.
3- BIG BEACH BASH.
4- re-do my room.
5- party party COSTUME party?
6- shopping.
7- learn guitar.
8- EXERCISE.

i seriously need to fullfill number 8. I feel like tofu rite now. Its kinda depressin looking at my very untoned stomach nowadays!! I NEED TO SLIM DOWN BEFORE BALI. coz i know ill eat heaps there XD . How do ppl stay skinny all d time!? its hard work!! lol!! damn those skinny bitches ~.~' ah wells!! its nt like im fat or anything so thats good =P this summer, i just need to do some abs, butts, thigh work by d beach!!

moving on...
1st night without mummy, we have japanese curry for dinner. it was ok. it just reminds me of my wisdom teeth extraction days where i used to blend the japanese curry into liquid form lol. GROSS!!

why am i still procrastinating!? there is sumthing about learning muscles.... IT IS NEVER ENDING!! how many muscles can a human body have!?!? im only up to the muscles of the hand, and havent even gone up to the neck, head, and lowerlimbs!! ~.~' how gay.

i need to pass all my units this sem. it is proving very difficult to sit and study as i used to in yr 12. why was i able to be so studious in yr 12 and not now?! mind u, last yr i wasnt able to go out alot. but still. sigh.
you know wat?? i rly miss R right now.
and its only been a day omg. *hits own head*

oh and my room is like a major dump rite now :S i cbb to clean it up now coz procrastinating is enuf, let alone cleaning up my whole room. at this rate, i will never get these muscles learnt!!

OK. I CAN DO THIS!!! 화이팅!!!!

사랑해요R!! ~^^~

broken bed...

2009-11-03T19:42:00.002+08:00

today my bed broke.

L.O.L rite!?

i liked tht bed =( bt wat to do!? accidents happen lol~ so nw i gotta get daddy to set up the other bed frame~~ such a shame tho, coz this bed looked good in my room!!

n omg. my last chi106 quiz got 17/20!!! gd rite? =P so proud hehe....

peter alexander love...

2009-10-31T15:08:00.003+08:00

so today i went to peter alexander at karrinyup shopping mall...

I LOVE PETER ALEXANDER.

heart hearT HEART!!

bought my dear the stripy pajama three quarter shorts [they ran out of S for the cute crab one] ^^ i mean, abt time he slept in a nice pair of pajama pants yknow =P then i saw the shirts they have there... v-necks... which he has tons of alrdy lol~ so i didnt bother with a top ^^ i hope he will like it ayy!! ~^^~ so last minute. i wish i spent longer there so i cld buy myslf sumthing too!! but we were in a hurry to send titi to a party, so i just got myslf the PA 2010 calender which btw, supports the RSPCA ANDDD has hot guys modelling awesome pjs. win win both ways ^-^V

b4 PA though, i dropped by sportsgirl and got myslf this pink netty floral top which was cut down from 130$ to only 50$!!! im so happi with it as u can imagine hehe ^.^v then got myself some bright pinkish red nail varnish ^^

again... i wish i had more time.

so heres how its gonna go from now on... at the end of every month, i will set aside 50$ to spend on ANYTHING i want. [ n i tink for the months to come, it shall be spent on all things PA lol ] .

[cnt believe the one in perth closed down!! ~.~' ]

oh dear..im still stuck in shopping land~~ whatever shall i do?? i need to get bck down to reality and study this anatomy~

so gdbye shopping land, HELLO MUSCLES.

FINISH 106!!!

2009-10-09T16:01:00.002+08:00

WAWAWA!!!!! FINALLYYY FINISH THIS WEEEK!!!!!! WOOOO!!!!!!! ^.^VVVVV
this week, i achieved:
1) cellbio exam.
2) bms exam.
3) cellbio lab report.
4) epidemiology assignment!!!!!!

WEEEEEeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TIME TO HAVE A GD RELAXIN WEEKEND.

cellbio midsem...

2009-10-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

omg!! i KNEWWW mummy didnt mean it!!!! HAHAHA!!! omg i love her !!!

ok. so i asked her whether on fri i cn go beach orwatevr aft uni rite... she said okla... bt must tell me wat time come bck, etcetc frm nw on. i was like YESSS!!!!!

n this was also aft my cellbio midsem exam in the car, which btw, went better than i dreaded it wld be in my head lol~ seriously rite... i was sitting in there being so eternally grateful to richard coz he made me do the practice midsem paper tdy lol~ best study buddy ever hahahaha!!! ^.^ THANKSSSS SO MUCH LAHHHH!!!! ^.^

ohhh... unlucky thing tho, is i FORGOT MY CALCULATOR. ~.~'' so stupid. grrr. so i guessed all the 5 questions at d end. n apparently i got 1 rite according to mel, so yay. haha!! AND RITEE... i tot the exam starts at 6.45, so i came at 6.35pm. and omg. walked in to exam tinking wth... why everyone is so into the paper oredi. den walked down the lecthall. this was the convo...

me: 'is this the cellbio exam?'

lecturer: 'yes it is.'

me: 'WAAATTTTTTT!?!?!?!?? isnt it meant to start at 6.45!?!?'

lecturer: 'no.'

me: 'OH.MY.GOSH!!!! wat time did it start!?!!? *panicpanic*'

lecturer: 'oh dont worry abt it. theyre still in reading time. we started at 6.30'

me: '*quickly look at clock. shit. its 6.35. oni got 5 mins reading time left* OHH OKOK. *rushes off to find a seat and exam paper*'

so yeaaa.... so sweeeyyyy la. plus summore no calculator lol~ bt hrmmm.... must perservere!!!!! BMS EXAM NXT!!!!! JIA YOU!!!!!

must complete cellbio lab report and chiro assignment as well sighhhh.....

AJA AJA HWAITING!!!!! ^-^ *fissssttTTTTT***

xoxo

ME.

ANGRY AT M.

2009-10-04T15:29:00.004+08:00

this m. is being too ridiculous abt the whole me not telling her where i went last night thing. WHY AM I FREAKIN GROUNDED FOR A MONTH!?!?

i tink its so stupid. so idc wat she says. im still gna go out in tthis month. screw tht grounded thing. idc. if i did sumthink like take drugs or smoke, THEN ill abide to tht grounded for a month thing. BUT NOT TELLING HER WHERE I WENT AFT LIB COZ I LOST TRACK OF TIME N JUST SIMPLY FORGOT!?!?!

PURRRRR-LEASEEEeeee~~~~

im not gna abide to the grounding.

she can lock me out or watevr wen i come bck, i still wont care. i will sit outside the whole nite to show my persistance!!! she has to learn tht ppl FORGET to tell her EVERYWHERE dey go. wat?? when im 25, shes still gna want me to report to her everywhere i go cz its supposedly called respect!?!? PLEASE LA. i respect u heaps, bt dnt tell me tht im nt respecting u [even wen im 40 yrs old] for gg arnd places n nt telling u everywhere i go. coz thts just plain stupid.

like do all my frends hav to tell their parents every single place they wna go!? where is the spontaneousity in tht!? seriously. shes so stubborn. HRRMPHHH. i mean okla i WILL try to rememebr n tell her nxt time. BUT THIS IS SO STUPIDDDD!!!!!!!!!

IM STILL GONA GO OUT.

end of story.

chuck & blair moment...

2009-09-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

chuck & blair moment~

*sigh** why cant it be like that in real life lol~ or maybe it is for others haha!! but it is such a fairytale!!

i wish my fairytale will come true one day =^-^=

xoxo

asiaa cocktailll....

2009-09-23T17:06:00.012+08:00

ok. i have been rly lazy to update this blog~ but heyy~ ive been busy =P

so... life has been very awesome lately ^^ despite some small things which we can just forget abt all together and c'est la vie non?

anywayz.. last week thurs... i stayed up till 4am doing my cellbio lab report X.X' death. lol.

plus having baileys+coffee rly isnt a gd combo for a late niterr~~ yeaa... i didnt manage to get any sleep at all~~

come friday... i was stoned in lab. missed my morning lect and prelab. STONED. HYPER. INSANE.

then ASIA!!! omg. preparty... ktv... metrosss.... ALL WAS SO AWESOME ^^ ooohh!! fri nite was d first time i tried tequila as well ^^ ITS GROSS.

i cbb to go into anymore detail, coz really... i cbb to type it all out =P guess those who werent there, MISSED OUT. MAX. =P

then it was back to uni on monday~~ i had so much fun, bt seriously tho. now its time to study. there is a time to play, and time to study. i try to concentrate and zone out ppl tlking wen im studying. AND ITS WORKING!!! im actually able to get bck into the study zoneeeee lol~ like tdy... im so proud of myself for concentrating 4 hrs in a row!!

went to chiro tdy, and peter asked hw i twisted my neck haha!! CLUBBING ~.~'

newhoss... i am feelin pretty restless rite nw, as in i totally feel like playing games!!! I NEED TO PLAY COOKING MAMA AGAIN OMG LOL. just nw played it on cindy's nintendo!! i cnt believe i nvr knew wat a nintendo was HAHAHAHA!!!!

oh mann... tmr must borrow frm her XD

as for now.. im off to play some games lol. which is so unlike me.

i like games. im always up for a game. IM UP FOR ANY GAME.

BRING IT ON!!!!!

cellbio crazyyy....

2009-09-16T20:27:00.002+08:00

8.29pm..

listening: jason&lara: say that u love me...

looking up enzymes... not much progresss ~.~'

so sleeeepyyy haiyoooo!!!! must be d baileys just nw X.X

8.37pm..

STILL looking up enzymes [this time in txtbk] =O first time using my cellbio txtbk lolx.

munching on pods snickers mmmMmmm....

not much progresss....

HYDRATING...

8.57pm..

WAHLAU!!!! SCREW THIS SHIT!!!! huhuhuhuhuuuuuuu ..... I NEED TO DO THIS. I CAN DO THIS. I WILL DO THIS WELL.

JIA YOU!!!!

10pm...

just had massive long grp convo wif everyone abt asia predrinks+food+duno wat else haha oh mannnn~~~~ PROCRASTINATION!!! WTF!!!

11.22pm...

wrote a paragraph... PROGRESSS!!!

11.47pm...

nearly midnight.... im so scared i get panda eyes again HUHU~ i shld sleep soon, bt im starting to get into this whole enzyme thingamagic!!

11.56pm...

I GIVE UP. TOMORO MUST SUPER JIA YOU TO FINISH THIS.

DEAR GOD, PLS HELP ME & GUIDE ME THROUGH THIS HARDSHIP!!

AMEN.

concentration...

2009-09-13T01:59:00.004+08:00

today i attempted to bake a vanilla cake for azn7 gathering thingi~ it was an epic failure yet AGAIN.

this time, its not hard rock, or flowing batter from the middle.

this time, its the middle part deciding to cut offf away frm the main cake, when i was trying to take d cake out from the tin!! HAIYOOOOOoooo~~~~~~ [so i went to cheesecake shop n bought this massive fruit tart cake]

i am so unlucky with baking cakes. i follow instructions to the dot. duno why it oways goes wrong!! I EVEN BAKE WITH L.O.V.E. OMG.

this is the same for my cellbio labs~ WAT GOES WRONG!?!? i have this jinx wif chemical mixing =S

anywayz... I MISS WATCHING KDRAMAS !! *whines*

oo tdy i watch serena vs. clistjers match tdy~ omg. serena had penalty point coz she basically threatened [really badly], the azn lines woman who called her foot fault at match point second serve. LOLS. it was DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!!! i was sitting there like jaw to floor lols!!! SO SHOCKED!! X.X

ohh now im trying to study my epidemiology for the test this week~~ i have a short attention span. i duno why i always sway off!! it wasnt like this in yr 12!! yr 12 i was hell concentrated and cld study for a long time!! why is now like this!?!? I NEED TO FIX THIS PROBLEM!!!!!!! ANYONE WIF SOLUTIONS, PLS JUST TELL ME UPFRONT. do i play too much? do i fb too much? [i tink im gna seriously only check my fb on friday nights]

I MUST CONCENTRATE!!!!!! MUST MUST MUSTTTTT!!!!!!

oh yea... last nite was CRAZZZYYYY!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! me n mark did this indian dance HAHAHAHA!!! was crazily funny mann!! i watch it so many times, and still can laugh at it hahahahah!!! go watch it on my fb lol!! i cannot believe i did tht haha!!
also, i learned how to glide~ altho very ungracefully ^.^'

i shall practice and be good ^.^ next i need to learn is how to use ebay lol~

oooo omg. dad just walked in to my rm n ask whether wna go bali or not~ i was like YESSS!!!!!!!! n so hes gna check hotels n stuff first~ not confirmed yet la~ but still!!! ^.^ I WANA HOLIDAYYYY!!!!!!

so longg!!!

2009-09-08T20:15:00.003+08:00

woww... long time no update ne!!

okayy... so alot has happened!! good fun things of course ^^ but i really just cannot be bothered to go through everything so heres the latest thing....

1- i am sooooo NOT cut out to be a gangsta.

2- i am banning myself from facebook for this whole week. [yess... i havent even opened the page yet ^.^V]

3- i need to exercise and stop eating so much junk.

4- i have some HARDCORE STUDYING to do. pftt... in fact, its more like hardcore CATCH-UPing to do~

5- i have to stop missing lectures just to go out and eat lunch or fulfill my camwhore "calling angel"~

6- i have to stop hoping too much!! coz reallyy... when ur hopes r so high, they just fall in ur face.

7- i will throw my "lovestone" into a beautiful fountain one day, & make a wish ^^

8- do not get totally smashed during ASIA cocktail night~ i.e. BEHAVE~

9- i will try to not be late for 8.30 lectures~

10- i will sleep latest 11pm every night~ [so as to reduce my nearly permanent blackness under the eyes]

so there ya go.... the summary of things i really should be doing right now in my life!!

oh i HAVE to mention this!!!! TODAY CINDY RE-BLINGIFIED MY PHONE!!! its nw a beautiful mess of pink HEHEHEH!!!! love!! [will post a pic of it SOOON ^^b]

youth grp experience...

2009-08-30T03:12:00.002+08:00

hmmm!! tdy i went to grace methodist youth group!!

at first wen dey all were singing rite... jumping n hands in air, it was bit weird. likeee as in... i dont jump n put hand in air one la!!

but then as it went along, i started to get into it and it was ok ^^

then the dude gave a talk about PASSION. ^^ tht is probably the first speech i did nt find boring to listen to!!! ^.^

then we played popping balloon game, den it was food and mingling ^^ the ppl seem nice there!

anywayz, the super fun thing tonite was ktv WAHAHAHAHA!!!! i lurrveeee ktv+bbt!! ^.^b

so i got home at like 2.45am lidat... thx to richard for driving!!! rly arrr... thx loads!!

eiksss now its 3.18am bt im nt tired!!!! waaa!!!

2009-08-28T19:50:00.000+08:00

V.I.C.T.O.R.Y. !!!!!!!!!!

angryyy....

2009-08-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

wei se me tha men zhuo zhe yang de!?! ni pu xiang xin wo de xing ma?? hmmph zhen de shi!! ni men ker yi ken wo zhiang earlier ma!!! instead of letting me kua lidat like wa bo chap siao!! becoz i VERY CHAP SIAO OK!!!!!!!

anywayz...

im glad i saw~

this made me bit angry at first~ den sad~ bt now im tinking wth. there is nothing left anymore anyways~ tht just confirmed it~ it was so obvious likee.... why only now i got to know? un sided is sooooo nt the rite way to go...

so behhhh~~~ MOVINGGGG ONNNN!!!!!

im playing "tonight i want to cry" by keith urban on repeat!!! its such a gd song!!! SO SADDDD =( BUT SO NICE OMG. i love this song~

well ive nvr been the kind to ever let my feelings show....

i thought that being strong meant nvr losing ur self control...

*sigh* keith urban=love

LOL ^.^b

anywayz... im so behind in cellbio~~ i nd to finish my lab report for cellbio tonite for tmr morning. n im still blogging wah lau~ IM SO TIRED.

tmr is winning time!!!!!

xoxo

camwhoring

2009-08-26T15:20:00.004+08:00

AH BENG & AH LIAN YO!! ^.<

sheralyn & me ^^

hanging in biomed common rm on a wed aftnoon ^^

tirednessss becoz of aunty =.=''...

2009-08-17T18:09:00.003+08:00

geeeezzzz... i hate wen m nags!!!!!

hrmmphhh!!!

ANYWAYZ, tdy did shoot wif kelvin ^^ hes a gd photographer!! n so me cass htet n sarah wore mini skirts tdy, and richard came in as a "factory worker" look. which btw, rly did make him look like leornardo frm titanic lol~ [i will post sum pics soon wen i get em off kelvin ^^]

also... tdy my aunty came. i hate it wen aunty comes. seriously. makes me feel sooo sooo tiredd!!!! =(

so now... its 7.12pm.

i am heading off to bed nw~ cnt take it anymore!! im exhausted!!

AND TMR I WILL STUDY MY ARSE OFF!!!! [since tdy i oni went t 1 lect ~.~] i play too much laa... bt i love to play larr!!! bt its just too much recently!!! so i nd to get bck on track n catch up on allll d work tht i have nt been doing!!!!

SO 화이팅!!!!!

a jumble of stuff...

2009-08-15T17:52:00.002+08:00

tdy i visited hc aft like ~6 months!!

he's even cuter than before!! ok.. like its onli eye candy obviously haha!! bt yeaa.. hes such an inspiration to me!! cute. talented. clever.

so this is the diagnosis: i have scoliosis.

can u believe it!? i sure hope it will get fixed soon!!

anywayz..

so yesterday i went to the deen. met with the ex. which was surprisingly OKAY!! had an orange daquiri, blue daquiri, and a margarita. danced for abit. den went to korean ktv. [n yes... i did sing ALL KOREAN for 1 whole hr =P]... also had some korean beer which i tink was called "vite", which is simply the best beer ever!! =P

so yess... my day was eventful!! becoz friday was just AWESOME at uni!!!! i dnt kno why, bt i loved friday!!

then friday night started off abit slowwww~ bt thx goodness it started getting better twds early sat morning ^^ ~ n like uwa surprisingly doesnt hav many shuai ge's!!! o.o' so ha! im nt at a lost for being in murdoch aftall wahahaha!!! murdoch guys r waaaaay cuter, thx to the sports science and chiro guys tht work out tons! ^.^b so guys!!! keep up the gd work! *winks*

sat morning [today]... m and len had to force me to wake up, which took like FOREVER lol~ coz i was pretty poofed out aft comin bck home at like 2am!!

so i had to get up to c hc XD

den it hailed stones pretty heavy tdy while me n len were in the car outside the house!!!! ahh why cnt it snow lol~

so tdy i literally did shit all~ tmr though, im gna study my ass off!! so hmmm.... i shld be gg to bed now!!!

annoyed....

2009-08-10T21:55:00.004+08:00

i am feeling so ANNOYED atm ~ i wnt say why who wat how ~ coz i cnt put my finger on it!!! its just, I FEEL SO VERY ANNOYED ATM!!

-.-''

hmmphh~

~anywayz... its time to start taking my studies a bit more seriously nw, n like stop playing TOOOO much to the point where i find it difficult to sit down and actually concentrate on my work properly and do it. [coz this is the case this past week]

so nw is the time to take action!!! I HAVE ALRDY GONE THRU HALF MY EPIDEMIOLOGY SLIDES!!! SO WOO!!

ever thought tht u rly just need sumthing NEW in ur life? I TOTALLY NEED SUMTHING NEW IN MY LIFE!!!!! PLEASE GOD!!!!! TELL ME WAT IT IS!!!!!!

i tink mayb its just a nice holiday away frm perth!! i duno heyy~~ we shall see.... in 2 weeks time im gg to moore river wif ivan's family for 2 nights!! ders gna be lotsa activities planned, so hopefully this will cure this small part of me tht feels like sumthing is missing!!!!

i cnt wait till 2 weeks ltr laaa.... also, i pray pleaseee let me pass all my units this sem!! it looks kinda hard o.o''

i nvr knew d day will come tht i say i am actually on hiatus frm camwhoring atm~ ahuhh!! camwhored too much until nw i just cbb for the time being~ give it a few days tho, then my spirits will be up again =^-^=

*sigh* wat else do i wana sayyyyy?? i duno heyy~~ I JUST FEEL ANNOYED.

ANNOYED.

ANNOYED. and....

ANNOYED.

zhou jie lunnn!!!

2009-08-08T18:22:00.002+08:00

WOO!! SO RITE... YESTERDAY I MET ZHOU JIE LUN v^.^v haha!! XD

sicknesss

2009-08-06T11:28:00.006+08:00

tdy im very sick =( yesterday was still okok lidat la... cough alot bt took lotsa strepsils... den arr.. wen hanging on bush court wif richard juliana they all, i started feeling headache coming.. den i came home arrr... haiyoo... 5.45 wanted to slp dy!! so i slept at 6pm.

i woke at 11pm very bad cough and very bad headache!! so i tot mayb its coz i din eat. so i ate gongbao chicken. LOTS OF GONGBAO CHICKEN. den drank yucky honey water -.-'' [yeaa it was tht bad until i force myslf to drink honey water]

anywayz.. den tried to sleep again at 12am. bt then my headache WAH LAU. painful arrr...

den i woke at 8am tdy. decided nt to go uni since i feel so crappy. also dn wna spread my sickness to the others~

so now im stuck at home... B.O.R.E.D. i wna go uni la!! all my frens at uni lerrr... so nw i dno wat to do... so boredddd.....

ok so nw i shall tlk abt first week bck to uni ^^ IT IS GREAT SO FAR!!

altho i kno the materials we're gna learn r gna be tough, it seems ok so far!! and im nt tinking abt the studying yet haha!! its just nice to see everyone again in uni ^^ so OF COZ... ive been a v happi girl ^-^ i love all of my frends!! muax muax!! ^^

here r some pics frm this week ^^

im lost without youu...

2009-08-02T17:37:00.003+08:00

I KNOW I CAN BE A LITTLE STUBBORN SUMTIMES....

BUT...

I JUST WANA FIND A WAY TO COMPROMISE...

I THOUGHT I HAD ALL THE ANSWERS NEVER GIVIN IN...

BUT BABY SINCE URE GONE!!! I ADMIT THAT I WAS WRONGGGG!!!!

ALL I KNOW IS IM LOST WITHOUT YOU!! IM NOT GONNA LIE!!!

HOW AM I GONNA BE STRONG WITHOUT U!!?! I NEED U BY MY SIDEEEE!!!!!

IM LOST WITHOUT YOU.......

i so hav not GOI~ otherwisse why wld i care or nt if replied or not. seriously. this is gg too long. TOO LONG. I STILL HAV NT GOI. WTF!?

desiresss...

2009-07-31T17:26:00.000+08:00

desiressss......

volunteeringgg...

2009-07-29T20:48:00.011+08:00

so me and htet started our volunteering thing!! went for briefing, which was so KKKKEEE!!!! coz it was like so luan, and asif we knew wat they were tlking abt!! also, everyone kinda knew everyone in tht room oredi i TINK... so we kinda felt abit out of placee lol. bt thts cz we din kno anyone yet la ^.^''

ok.. den 1st day of volunteering~ tbh... i actually was bit dreading it lorr~~ basically i was praying tht the other volunteers will b frendly, and include us as one of them~ and they did!! everyone is so nice, and i made lotsa new frends ^^ WHY I NVR SEE DEM ON CAMPUS DURING UNI TIMES HA?? o.O'' anywayz, dey r a very nice bunch of ppl, and im glad i volunteered, otherwise ill prolly nvr get to even meet them ehh!!!

so this is me n htet at our library info desk!! .... yeaa... we didnt kno hw boring it wld be haha!! ...

this is us and will!! [he is our sister ^.^ kekeke] ...

this is me and meng the dramaking =P ...

this is us and aaron CHOOOOOooooo!!!!!! ^^ ....

and this is me wif the passion flowers lol... yeaa... cldnt stay in tht library desk d whole day mann!! hardly any students went to us for help!!! ~.~ ...

then there was the zoo trip!!! WEEEEE!!!!! tht one was so fun!!! XD ill save words and let the pics do the talkin ^^

the volunteers for the zoo grp... on d buss... [htet jo corne jovan me]

1st pic we took wen we went into the zoo XD [jo the orang-utan, jovan the pig, me the tiger, htet the monkey, and corne the mouse!!]...

here is a grp pic of all of us!! the zoo grp!!! ....

ok i cbb to post more pics atm haha!! so go see on my fb ok!! ^^

basically, tht zoo day so d funnest zoo trip ive had ^.^v better than d date i had wif my ex dere lolx.

den tdy... went to uni to volunteer again.... TDY I DID NTH. I WATCHED DRAMA D WHOLE WAYYY O.O'' n also did rollie pollies, and log rolls down the lawn haha!! yeaaa so to make up for it majorly, me n htet r gna sit our asses down behind the lib desk, and actually do work dis time ^.^v so all d bosses out there!!! we soli ok!!! dn angry us ohh!!! ^^'''

im so bored la tdy..... i wna go little creatures!! nelson oso wna go~ bt i cbb to organise it cz i feel so lz haha, so he can organise it =P one day must go der ohh!! ^^

mannnn..... i feel like i need to do sumthing, bt i dno wat!!! its so annoying!!! like sumthing is missing frm my life atm haha!!! ~.~''

weeeee!!!!!! ANYWAYZZZzz.... me is gg to ZZzzzz now..... i kno its oni 9.40pm, bt i am like a grandma these days lol~ slp so early!!! woo!!!

MY FACE SKIN IS SO DAMN BAD RITE NW I WNA LIKE PEEL IT OFF!!!! [doc says its dermatitis] so dis week im gna be extremely ugly, cz i hav to use this cream d doc tld me t use. he said if no improvement in a week, go bck to see him. WATLA RITE!!!! IT MUST WORK!!!! OTHERWISE WTH AM I SEEING A DOC FOR!?!? HE MUST HAVE ANSWERS RITE!?!? ITS MY FACE WE'RE TLKING ABT HERE!!!!! =( OF ALL PLACESSS.... WHY DERMATITIS OF THE FACE. F.A.C.E. HAIYOOoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEIIIIKKKK!!!!! ISSSHH!!

i am clearly very annoyed about this!!

PLS GOD.... PLS CURE MY FACE SKIN BCK TO NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!!

okaayyy... so yeaaa ahmmm... tmr is last day of volunteering WOOO!!!! ^.^ wat shld i do fri, sat, sun b4 uni starts again? ^.^'' i kno fri i wna slp in hehe!! sat too and sun too actually XD

woooooo in a way i cnt wait till uni starts... bt den arrrr.... SO MUCH STUDY TO DO THIS SEM OHH!!! =S bt hopefully i see all d new frends i met this past weeek on campus during sem la!!! ^^

xoxo!!

many meet ups!!

2009-07-23T01:01:00.003+08:00

mt Q in city.

lunch at anna lakshimi.

ice age 3.

met cassie tlk abit then left.

met Q's reunion frend, maylin.

met cally and jacinda.

Q, maylin, n i went for coffee n chitchat.

maylin left, and me and Q went to join len, cally, and jacinda at seoul bbq.

met james [Q's housemate]. --> CHINCHA KYOUPDA!!! ~.~b

went home.

i gt meet quite a few ppl tdy hor!! wasnt even planned ler~ bt all was fun la ^^ met 2 new frends so tht was gd ^^ n dinner was gd, altho i didnt exactly eat anything lol~ ate too much at anna lakshimi ^^'' but ahmm.. the dinner chitchats and company was awesome ^-^

i din wanna leave ohhh~~ if oni SOME PEOPLE r allowed to go pubbing wif me!! -.-''

anywayz, sumone has to host a soju party soon ne!! i wna play and play!! AND PLAYYYY!!!!! lolsss.... i tink i wna play too much these days!! -.-'' bt haihsss... I WANA PLAYYY!!!!

^^ no wonder kids like playing. playing is so fun ^.^b wen uni start again in 2 weeks time, i cannot play so much oh~ coz dis sem, im actually gna study propaly lols~ of coz still play also la, bt nt so much like last sem where i oways dn do my readings and stuff ^^''

so anywayz, i GOI-ed!! can u believe it? its like confirmed tdy! lol!! XD haha!! ok i dno why im so happi abt it. mayb coz wen i said it b4, it didnt FULLY happen? bt nw it has so woohoo!! go me!! XD took long enuf!! haha!!

wat else arr... oh yess. I ACTUALLY VOLUNTEERED FOR OREINTATION WEEK.

ahuhh~~ surprising rite. i NEVER volunteer lol. im such a gd person nw hahaha!!! ^.^v so hopefully it wont be boring la! n tht the ppl r gna be nice~ tmr i need to go uni for the briefing~

haihz.. so mafan wna travel down south for uni all d time -.-'' why cnt i b living down south ha? everyone else is!! south is da bomb!!! north so ..... so.... noone lidat. like so far frm everything!! ...for me la. [beaches up here r waaayyyy better tho =P]

haiyoo... i so wna live like how Q n J r living~ like share a house wif nice and frendly and kind different people tht u get along wif!! sounds so fun ohh~~ can go out late night n come bck together~ can hav house parties without parents there nagging abt this n tht n complaining of getting drunk n stuff~ no parents complaining abt ur messy room~ can do anything u wan~ can go anywhere u wan~ can LIVE DOWN SOUTH lol~ i dno la~ dey hav so much freedom its like... nt even funny.

bt then again, if i have tht much freedom, i tink i wldnt be able to study so well~ bt still la~ hw does Q do it!? he goes pubs and stuff and have no parental control and still can get D's fr exam~ haiyooo... smart-ass mann~~ i envy him~ ACTUALLY... more like i envy his time-management skills hahah!!

i need to improve mine, n have more motivation!! YES!! I WILL BE AS MOTIVATED AS JANG-GEUM!! LOL!! 화이팅!!

miri i miss u...

2009-07-21T01:07:00.005+08:00

ever get the feeling tht despite wat u have gathered in these many yrs of ur life [be it things, experience, or knowledge], that u mite just want to chuck it all away for the simplicity that u started out with?

i duno heyy~~ its 1.10am rite nw, and i am suddenly rly missing my old life in miri!! o.o'' yeaa... random i know lol~ bt how!?i just suddenly miss it!!! ~.~

it IS different in miri~ it seems way easier there!! if u need anything, the shops n stuff are ALL there!! eat in kopitiam oso quite syok haha!! its like... the lifestyle there is so... hw to say arr... its different la. the culture is different. like here, if we go out, its like go to cafes for coffee or walkabout in the city, or beach, or bbt, or parks [-.-]

i kno miri is like TINY. but stilll.... its enjoyable to BE there!! i guess u kno... although ive been living away frm miri for watt... nearly 7 yrs now?.. i am still a mirian deep down lol~ mayb coz i was born there n had my primary sch there? seems a pretty short span of time to still be missing it though rite~

but its MIRI!! eventho dere r squat toilets [which btw, i ABSALUTELY HATE], and cicaks, and mosquitos, and the extreme humidity... i still dont mind them so much, solely becoz its characteristic of miri wat rite!! i mean, if miri didnt have all of those, it wld pretty much be like perth rly lol~ [ok mayb nt absalutely LIKE perth, bt u get wat i mean]~

so i dno~ blehhh~~ perth is so boring ~.~ its like a nutshell!!!!!! if u run outta things to do, u like go KE-RA-ZII!! this is just one of my moments tht i feel like tht haha!! dnt get me wrong tho, i hav been having a gdtime here n all ^^' this is just one of those moments tht i just revert bck to missing miri lol~

*sigh* so so different~ so very different~ its weird hw sometimes others long to hav a life like urs, but u sometimes long to have a life like THEIRS!!

strange ehhh~~ i personally am contented with mine. its just tht... i hav a feeling tht there shld be more to it~ likeee... why cnt we combine miri+perth ha?? then wahh~ nice lor~

so anywayz, i shall stop ranting on abt my missing miri, and go on abt tdy instead...

ok.. tdy i went to city to mt jess & jo!! jess is like leaving bck to melb soon, and so this is like a mt up thing~ also i havent met jo in ages too!!!

so this gathering was nice seeing as i havent seen both of them for so long!! we had coffee at this cafe [i forgot d name] upstairs of carillon city... it was a v gd catch up!! ^^ i enjoyed chatting wif them & coffee-ing ^^ [altho wen i arrived, theirs was like nearly finished while i ordered mine lol]

i forgot to take pic of us 3 la... =.='' jo went to uni, and so me n jess hanged out in the city for a bit, walking here n there t shops, and i bot my clinique face cleanser [which is so gd btw!!]...also i bot $5 earrings wahaha!! i kno riteee... it was on sale XD

bt anywayz... so here r some pics tht we took...

woops!! well thts all for nw ^^ hope to go melb skiing nxt yr!!! ^^

i neeeeeeedddd a soju nite ~.~

catch up on july happenings..

2009-07-19T22:58:00.006+08:00

woosh!!

ok. past few days. lets start onnnn thurs.

THURS.

iceskating at malaga wif len & ti~ it was ok la~ there was too many kids & ppl in general during tht sesh, so it wasnt as fun as cockburn ^^'' but heyyy.... i cld skate backwards properly, for like half the rink!!!! achievement much? =P

den nite time, we went to see HP6!! yess!!! it was great. awesome. fantastic. ^^ d humour was totally sweet & cute!! *sigh* hermione/ron forever ^^b

we [len ti & i] were meant to go tz for a photobooth sesh for m's bday pressie purse pic, bt tz was closed by the time we came out frm the movie =(

bt despite tht, it was an awesome movie ^^

FRI.

this is a very strange tale~ as in non of us EVER saw it coming, bt it did kinda tale?

OK. this is hw it went...

firstly, i went to meet mandurah5 at whits to do some fd shopping for dinner, and print some pics, and get some daybreak~

then we drove bck to b's house~ cracked open the db, and started tcing!! azn7 was there~

soon, we moved to sitting outside,and started playing circle of death~ it truely was a circle of death haha lols x.x

well... i forgot wat happened, we were taking pics, n nxt thing i know, POOF~ grass time x.x i forgot wat happened aft, bt i remember tht i found it hard to breathe, coz trying nt to vomit~ den i forgottt~ gt blurblurr, went toilet, came bck~ forgot wat happened this time~ then nxt thing i remmeber is b's parents came out~ i was like fuck. sumthing bad mustve happened, and tht this wasnt my house!! suddenly it clicked in my brain tht i HAD TO GET HOME. FAST.

so i called len~ den like it allhappened so fast! nxt thing i know, i was walking out the house straight to the car~

in the car, i tried deep breathing to prevent vomitting~ len was worried~ d vomit feeling started to subside aft a while~ den she asked me wat happened~ den we got home finally.

went to bathrm to wipe makeup off~ len brought water~ forced me to eat~ den i basically collapsed on my bed & zzz-ed~ den middle of the nite, i woke up coz my throat was so freakin dry it was so bad~ so went to kitchen get sum water to drink~ aft drinking, felt like wan to vomit~ bt held it in~ took ages to get bck to slp bt i did~

SAT.

morning arnd 9.30, len shouts "WAKE UP!!!!! BAKE MUMMY'S BDAY CAKE!!" i swear omg, i wanted to teleport myslf to a soft feathery bed in a wooden cabin in the alps~ so hooohhh~ i got up aft a while~ so tiredddd. looked like shit. but felt damn slim wahahaha!!

ok anywayz, by d time mummy n daddy came bck, len n i managed to finish d cake n hide it in the fridge outside.

nite time, we went to anghiti for dinner ^^

d fd was awesome~ den wnt home, surprised mummy wif cake and pressie ^^ len n i bot her a dkny purse ^.

den late at nite, i watched jewel in the palace~ den i dreamed i was in ancient korean days haha!! yess... ive been watching too much lol~

so all in all, its been quite a weekend o.o''

SUNDAY [today].

recuperation time. i still cannot believe wat i did. so embarassed and i dn tink i can step into his house anytime these 4 yrs haha!! n i am so sorry to b, as well as everyone else who had to witness it o.o'' sososo sory!! i rly shldnt drink anymore =S or like, HOW did i get drunk?! i swear i didnt drink as much as i used to!! ah wellss~~ sorries and apologies r taken alrdy so everythings cool nw ^^

OK!!!

so rite... uni is gna start in 2 weeks time!! i dn wan =( i wan to go holidaying on a florida beach, or chillax on a tahitian beach, or basically i wanna go on an exotic holiday!!!!

psshhh.... for nw i guess its the perth winter rain and winds~

ok~ i shall like scoot off nw!! till nxt time!!

xoxo

2009-07-14T23:00:00.001+08:00

보고씨버요... ^^

..& I JS BEAT MARK IN WORD CHALLENGE WAHAHAHA!!! [wif len's help ^.^''] ...yes... we r playing tht tonite haha XD oh mann... lame haha

anywayz.. 잘자!!

iceskating, ktv, slpovr, andy, plans...

2009-07-10T20:48:00.009+08:00

well quite a few things have happened so far. let me start from wed la k!!

so wednesday... woke up real early to go murdoch st.

reached der bt then htet was runnin bit late. den she came, n i left my slpovr stuff in her mum's car. then we took train to cockburn st!! we were alrdy v late..

met kim at cockburn st. and nxt bus was 10.13am o.o'' ahuhh~~ we were so late. was kinda chaotic abit coz the rest were driving there bt duno wat the rink add was. i oso dno ehh!! i forgot tht i dunt even kno hw to get there haha!

luckily arnie knew n picked us up frm the busstop!!! ^.^''

anywayz... so here r sum pics hehe..

group pic!!! from the left: weikun, lisa, michelle, richard, me, htet, arnie, kim...

sarang!! me n htet n michelle in the middle haha!! ^.^ ...

us girlies ^^ ...

mini congo line! XD kim, htet, me, andrew [the random guy tht oways join our pics, n he tot me hw to skate bckwards hehe ^^] ...

then aft iceskating for 2 hrs, we went to nandos in myaree!! i love nandos omg ^.^ mMMmmm!!!!

then its KARAOKE TIME!!!!! WEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

we were all singing, n i was using a remote as a mic ^^'' we all take turns maaa... so tht time nt my turn on the mic lorrr ^^'' ... kim, michelle, arnie, richard, weikun...

MY TURN TO HAV MIC!! my mouth so big ehh~ haha!! i tink i was singing a v. passionate song haha!! ...

ok.. then we said gdbye to the rest, n i went to htet house slpvor!! omg we stayed up so late ehh!! until 6am ohh!!! watched iljimae XD its quite a gd drama ler!! i dn usually watch tht kinda drama tho! bt it was gdla! watch until eyes cannot open haha!! so prolly fell asleep arnd like 6.30am lol~

annywayz, then nxt morning htet's fren called ask to go city. so we woke super early =S like 11am i tink~ then rush like anythign to get ready haha~

then go city... i was 1hr late in meeting andy lol~

yess.. yesterday was the last day i met andy before he went bck to korea for gd this morning. so sad rite. altho we r nt so close to each other, bt he is a gd person [eventho oways ask me to intro him cute girl], we get along pretty well, n can chat for hrs [for sum reason]!! haha!! so yeaaa... gna miss the dude ^^ i wld post sum pics bt its all on his cam!!! dno wen he gna send t me lol~

anywayz, yeaa so we went to nb to utopia!! i chia him bbt la since i so bad din buy him farewell gift =.=''' last min maaa~~~

so yeaaa... made sum very funny videos haha!! ltr wen he send me everything then i post here la k!! ^.^ i also had a korean convo wif him!! hehe! nt bad rite!! ^^

okkkk.... then yesterday nite i slpt likee slping beauty XD so damn tired ohhh!!! slpt for 12 hrs ^.^v

this aftnoon wake up, finalised my uni timetable [i hope gt labs wif frends i tlk to!!], and decided to go city wif len to buy mummy's pressie!!

we bought her a dkny purse!! nice la, bt the marc jacobs green&blue leather purse was DA BOMB!!!! omg. i swear if i was rich, i wld buy tht straightaway. bt no. it was 300+ dollars lol so screw tht!!!
hmm... david jones bagss n shoes n purses selection is soooooo crap!!! miri has more choice arr!!! n miri is like way smaller than perth!! LOL! perth shld be ashamed of their lack of variety!!

ANYWAYZ.... me n len also did some boy judgements along the way haha!! der were a couple of cuties in david jones ^.^ then OMG. went to morning glory, n THE BLUEBEAR APRON GUY WAS THERE!!! I WAS LIKE *GASP* HAHA!!! hes so cute mannn!!!! tdy he was wearing a winter hat thing. he. is. so. cute. i wana tlk to him bt then hes korean n mite tink im so weird tlking korean to him haha!! plus, im customer summore haha!! [i have to get fluent in korean damnit~!!]

hmmm.... nth much happened la!! tm gg to drive to waverock wif family~ 4 hrs drive js to see a rock shaped as a wave? o.o'' i dno why i agreed to go haha!!

bt yeaalaaa... i guess its gd to have a road trip~ then sunday im gg cannington to play baddy wif arnie n bernard n other of their frends!! then mon i go baddy in duncraig wif the duncraigies. then wed i go iceskating at malaga wif len n ti, then we gna go hp6!!!! cnt wait haha!! i love iceskating!!! n hp!!! finalyl its comin out lol!!

SO YEA!!!! my life aint tht exciting i guess... bt im contented ^^ i dont wan uni to start!!! i wana just play everyday!!! i want to travel places!!!! i want to be fluent in korean!!! i want to go to korea!!! i want to GO KOREA!!!! GO KOREAAA!!!! I AM DESPERATE TO GO KOREA!!!! AHHHH!!!! =(

dream nia haha!! nvmla~ one day i shall go =P

well... i have nth else to say here~ so gdnite!! ^^

relaxed dayyy tc-ing...

2009-07-07T18:09:00.003+08:00

so tdy everyone bailed on sauna-ing =.=''

i guess ill have to go nxt time then!!

seriously tho, i tink a sauna sesh wld be gd for me, coz then i cn unclog my pores like MAJORLY, as well as losing SOME weight ^^ yesyesss... definitely a thing to do soon.

so todayy... hanged out at bruce's house in the hopes of getting our tc stuff organised...

actually, we gt everything sorted!! now we just have to do our parts, and mt up on 21st july to actually pt them all into a box ^^

anywayz.. yeaa... tdy was pretty much a relaxed day... nth exciting or special or anything happened.. just an average day!! which is gd!! coz gg out alot lately has made me so unhomely! if u get wat i mean lols ^^''

so yess.. another thing is, i have started this cooking frenzy thing o.o so this is the list:

1) ive done FRENCH.

2) thurs dinner, im cooking MOROCCAN!!

3) then wen Q comes bck, im making REUNION. lol.

so wat else is there? i mean i dont wana cook the usual jap, korean, indian thing. so any ideas, just let me know!! [exclude greek lol~ i saw recipes for them n i was like o.o i cnt eat those! ^^'']

tmr im gg iceskating wif the uni peeps!! then slpovr at htet's house!! so shld be v fun ^^ hpefully more ppl turn up as well lol~

ok anywayz, till aft the iceskating + slpovr!!

xoxo

le vonne

skin dilemma...

2009-07-05T13:49:00.002+08:00

*eating an orange*

seriously. I HATE MY FACE SKIN ATM!! GRRR!!! why issit so bad!?

i use seacret stuff daily without fail. i dont touch my face at all other than wen i wash my face. i havent been wearing makeup recently. ive been eating oranges.

maybe i havent been drinkin enough water? mayb i shld eat MORE fruits? or mayb seacret is just another thing amongst the other things tht i tried tht just makes my face worser!! hmmphhh... this is so annoying.

i nd to go in hibernation until this problem fixes. seriously. WHYYYYY!?!!

-.-'' i wld love my face if the skin wasnt THIS bad!!! o.o''

i nd help.

i nd to look up all things gd for face skin, n stick to it for a few wks!!

aiks!! hw am i supposed to go out like this!?!? nowayy mannnn... ill stay home till it improves!!! yosh!!

2009-07-03T21:30:00.007+08:00

WILL FINISH THIS POST ANOTHER TIME.

2009-07-02T00:03:00.003+08:00

tht person is such an ass!! seriously la~ wat is his problem ha? he dn even kno me still cn make such a judgement abt me geeezzz~ quite pathetic rly~

i dont even like u.

i knew u were weird wen i SAW u.

i care wat u said bcoz it concerns me altho i dn tlk to u at all & dislike u v much.

wt gives u d rite to say abt me ha?!

so i am fake?! wat... being me isnt rite?? am wrong to simply be wat i am?! wat la u!! wan me to b watt... more cheerful? less cheerful? smile less? camwhore less? PLEASE LA U!! accept ppl fr who they r n dn simply say fake geeezzz. just shows tht u r insecure with ur OWN personality.

such an asshole. seriously. i dn even kno why ppl cn be gd frends wif u hmmph. i shall nvr befriend a person like u.

im nt being mean here. coz u asked for it first. u dont like me, i dont like u. we r equal.

so js piss off n stop makin freakin bets n do sumthing more worthwhile in ur time!!

....on a LIGHTER note!

ANDY RODDICK IS WINNING ATM!!! HEHEHHEHEHEHE!!!!!

also, tdy i went to mt some of the azn7 at joondalup lakeside mall n went to hang at calvin's house..

sem 1 uni results...

2009-06-27T16:08:00.003+08:00

oh i forgot to mention. uni results came out yesterday, and i managed to pass all my units for my first sem of uni!!! heheheh!!!!

happi la... i mean theyre nt brilliant scores, and i cldve done better i reckon, bt CONSIDERING i din study propaly this sem as i shld do, im pretty contented hehe!!

so for the nxt sem, 마자마자화이팅!!

mandurah trip...

2009-06-27T14:21:00.009+08:00

The Mandurah Trip...

the longly delayed leavers trip since 2007 has finally gone into action, with onli 5 of the azn 7 willing to participate.

here is how the event unfolded..

1st we went shoppin for groceries at woolworths warwick..

of course being students, we bought all things homebrand haha!! WOOT GO HOMEBRAND!! XD ...

wen we were nearly to where the house is, we stopped by hjs for lunch.. i had the usual whopper..

we reached!! ran arnd the house which was big. i bagged the master bedrm wahahaha!!! anywayz then we tried the daybreak we bought!! cheaper than goon by $1 & more % & MORE. haha!! all in all, it is sum gd cheap alcohol.

bruce & me cookin ze pasta ^^ ..

order of our drinkin capacities.. the order from the left goes bruce, me, calvin, greg, anita...

OMG. then on the 2nd day in the aftnoon, the alcomahol finished!!! NOT A SINGLE DROP LEFT.

it was too soon to finish mann!! so we skulled down the last glasses we had, and bruce & i decided we HAVE to go bottleshop. let me tell u. it has been raining non stop d whole time since we arrived there rite. bt then a miracle happened!! the rain stopped for us, d whole way we walked to the bottleshop hahaha!! ITS A SIGN.

anywayz, then the bitch at the bottleshop came out to ask us for IDs. i forgot mine, and sum of dem din bring theirs, so bruce wasnt allowed to buy the alcohol hmmphh. wat a bitch man. anywayz, so bruce went by himslf this time, to the other shop. and was successful!! ^^

then we came home, had some chips wif french onion dip and the coolabah in the bckyard!! tht is some nasty shit we drank haha!! yeaaa then it started rainin so we went in n was a bit high, and also managed to camwhore!! heres my fav shot ^.< ...

i even was a janitor haha!! janitor yvonne at ur service!! ...

ok i cbb to load more pics here so this will hv to do!! =P

there was drunken burnt pizzas involved as well XD d fd was totally yumm and not to mention, HEALTHY. LOLS.

ok anywayz, i gotta go clean my rm now cz it is literally, a dump rite now. so ciao!!

update!!!

2009-06-23T00:52:00.011+08:00

havent updated much ehh!!

ok so here it is.

friday me & len went to ivan's house slpovr~ at nite we had ciao italia [which btw is simply the most awesomest italian fd EVER]~ then we watched movies [bride wars & pearl harbour]~ slipped in a vodka cruiser sumwhere in there, and off to bed we went~

sat. morning was a very difficult morning to wake up~ seeing as i had to wake at 8am for the shoot thing~ -.-'' yeaa~ anywayz, then leftovr pizzas for brekky MMMmmm ^^

ok then makeup & its shoot time!!
here are some of the pics. all taken by joanne. ^^

ok. then sat nite ivan cooked. ahuhh. HE COOKED. HAHA!! anywayz, yea it was a gd dinner ^^ den sum drinking~ vodka cruiser & corona for me~ flicked thru their endless list of songs, then went home~

on monday, which is TODAY, i went to bruce's house at arnd 10.45am to mt azn 7 whom i havent met for MONTHS!! weird huh~ we all still kinda get along lol~ this was a planning mandurah kinda meet up. they also made me a bday cake neh!! hw sweet ^^ thx guys. appreciate it ^^ speshly to bruce who is such a brilliant cook ^^b

so here r some pictures from tht...

me & bruce... [oh look at tht camwhore proness wahaha!!!] ...

wasnt actually ready for the cam... [nt bad ehhh ^.^]

anita & bruce & me...

...& yours truly, ME!! ...

yeaa there r more pics, bt i cbb to load em all up here, so as usual, for all d pics, pls go to my fb ^^

ok *yawn* im so tired now! i hv bad habits of sleeping late nwadays ehhh!! baddd baddd lols~ yet i still do it -.-

anywayz, yeaa i shld prolly go slp nw~ tmr 12.30pm meeting amrith at stirling to go karrinyup mall so yea~ gdnite for now! ^^

luv always..

2009-06-22T00:13:00.001+08:00

I WATCH TOO MUCH MOVIES/SOAPS.

update aft exams

2009-06-14T22:48:00.014+08:00

well i hav been one happi cupcake these past few days of holidays!! ^^

thurs. i finished exams, then went haircut!! FINALLY!! HEHE!! keith also went for cut wif me. shirley & kim came along too ^^ my haircut turned out rly gd actually!! thx to the korean lady who cut it ^^ i love Kstage3!!! soo gg bck there again ^^

my haircut..

then friday was the bday celebration/aft exam celebration thing!!

went to freo first..

gt a free photobooth treat frm the guy workin at tz who knows richard ^.^...
this is htet, me, sarah, & amrith.. [i shall scan dis pic propaly once i get my scanner to work ^^''] ...

me & htet being witches in tht freo enchanted shop..

me in purply hat ^^ twas a cold day...

KTV TIME!! ... cassie & me..

dan & me..

me & htet singing our hearts out to tong hua XD ..

kim & me singing ^.^ ...

dan, arnie, mais, me, htet, asil..

me singing in a remote control ^^'' ...

..& lastly, these r my bday pressies! ^^ ...

thx everyone for the oh so cute gifts ^^ ..& end of exams/bday celebration was rly fun!! ^^

there r more pics than this of course lol!! theyre all on fb k? ^^

anywayz.. then yesterday [saturday], i went shopping in city with angela ^^

then ivan & joanne came ovr for dinner in the evening!!
so as in can see.. ive been pretty busy eversince exams ended ^^

tmr im gona mt andy in city o.o'' duno do wat -.-''

then hav to mt wif azn 8 for mandurah planning sumtime soon!! wait till sum of them finish exams first ^^

well i shld prolly head off nw!! this post has been LONGG!! XD

OH I NEED TO MENTION...

FIRE- by 2NE1 IS ROCKIN THE HOUSE BABYYYYY!!!!!!!

i wanna learn the dance yea, bt cldnt find a tutorial on youtube!! grr!!! SUMONE GO MAKE ONE!!!! FASTT!!!

okok lolsss... i shld go nw ^.^

till nxt time!!

2009-06-10T01:02:00.003+08:00

loving the new layouttt!!!!
it represents totally wat im feeling rite nw!!
tht is.. holidayish.carefree.NOT STUDYING which i shld be.sweet toothness.

oh how d days go by... i rly want friday to come real fast!! altho i rly shld be wishin the day goes slower, so i can study all tht chiro & bms stuff for thurs lol~ WISH ME LUCK!!

hoohhhh~~ well nw im off to bed!! i rly have to properly study tomoro!!

all d best to everyone for their last few exams till the 2 months of FUN&RELAXING!! ^^

xx

2009-06-09T02:01:00.003+08:00

i decided why be so negative abt things???

seriously!! recently ive been so positive, im scaring myslf!!! u learn faster, u absorb quicker, and u feel happier!!!!

so go POSITIVENESS!!!! ^-^b

the future is bright for all of us~ just gotta get thru it one step at a time ^^

and so nw i gotta call d hairdressers for thurs HAIRCUT FINALLLYYY!!!! ^.~

xoxo

last jap paper EVER!!!

2009-06-08T22:20:00.006+08:00

ok. im sooo happy tht i wont hav to do jap ever again!! XD ova! ova! ova!!

here r some pics aft the exam wif the jap ppls!! ^.~

ANGERNESS!!

2009-06-04T13:56:00.002+08:00

I AM SO FREAKIN ANGRY ATM WIF THIS STUPID CHIROPRACTIC HISTORY CRAP THT WE HAV TO STUDY!! [N GONA HAVE TO STUDY FOR THE FOLLOWING 5 YRS TO COME!!]

WHY DO PPL STUDY HIST HA? HA? HAAA!?!?!?!? WAT GD DOES IT DO TO US?!?! WAT... JS LOOK BCK AT THE STUPIDNESS OF THE AMA CALLING CHIROPRACTIC A QUAKERY AND SHIT???

COZ I REALLY DONT GIVE A DAMN ABT THIS SHIT & THE OTHER STUPID STUFF THT HAPPENED IN HISTORY. BECOZZZZ IT IS OVERRRRRR~~~ AND JUST FORGIVE N FOGET AND MOVE ON!!

STUDYING THE HIST AINT GONA DO US ANY GD NW ISSIT!!!!! WHY NT JUST CONTINUES AS WE R NW!!?! WATS WRONG WIF NOT JOINING FORCES WIF THE DOCTORS HUH??? IF THEYRE TOO STUCK UP THEMSELVES TO GIVE REFERRALS TO US, THEN WHY EVEN BOTHER TO FORCE A LAW UPON THT!? STUPID PPPLSSSS GEEEEZZZZ.... MAKE STUDENTS WHO PICK CHIRO COZ ITS A SCIENCE COURSE, TO STUDY FREAKIN LITERATURE AND HISTORY!!! WATRE U TINKING HA!?!?

I CHOSE CHIRO COZ I TOT IT WLDNT HV NETHING TO DO WIF STUPID ENGLISH. BUT NOOOOO..... TAMBAH THE HISTORY SUMMORE!!!!! DIE LA HISTORY!!!! DIEEEE!!!!!

PAIN IN THE ASS -.-

alrdy!!

2009-06-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

ok!! i alrdy spoke to len & mummy tdy LOL!! turns out it was such a ridiculous thing to worry abt -.-'' HAHA!!

bt still la!! anywayz... i alrdy hav it set wat i wanna do in the future, so yea =P rly rly rly rly cnt wait till i graduate & work!!! THE DAY WILL COME. SOON. AFT 5 MORE YRS HAHA!! ^^b

ok anywayz... tdy i didnt do much work -.-'' chiro history rly makes u procrastinate tht much more!!!! ahuh ahuhh~~ n tm gotta go into uni to practice for chiro prac exam~ *sigh* i dun wan la!! cz then i cnt go look look for my guitar!!!!! =(

so mummy said go look for guitar the following day~ bt i cnt la!! GOT CHIROHIST TEST ON THE FRI LERR!! so saddd horr~~ nw prolly hv to wait till AFT exams GRRR -.-''

i cnt wait to learn guitar!!!! XD ok anywayz... duno wat else to say nw, so CIAO!!

xoxo

1.10am frenzyy...

2009-06-02T01:09:00.002+08:00

1.10am frenzyyyy...

THERE IS A MASSIVE BIG THING THT IS LIKE ABT TO ERUPT ON MY FACE!!!

AHHHH!!! I CN FEEL IT COMING OMG. *FAINT*

HOW TO PREVENT IT!? AHHHH!!!!

EXAM WEEKS ALWAYS = VOLCANO ERUPTIONS OF THE FACE!!!

havent caught on yet? --- im tlking abt pimples. LOLS.

SAVE ME!!

stuff all bunged together...

2009-06-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

speaking of regrets todayy..

it got me thinking.

do i regret anything ive done in the past? i dont tink so~ mayb SOME things~ in fact, i could think of 4 things rite now~

yess.. i do admit to those being my regrets, but one in particular still comes bck to taunt me once in a while! like i cnt help but wonder WHAT i shld do!! i shld tell mummy~ ahuhh ahuhh~~ tomoro~

i dunno ayyy~~ everything else is so perfect, so why not THIS!? why does this have to be the onli flaw in my nearly perfectly strunged out life? it is infact, blocking me frm doing quite a few things tht i alrdy hav in mind!! LOLL!! like r ppls lives ever perfect? i reckon mine wld be pretty close to tht lining, if i were to bring out this problem to mummy tmr, resolve it, fix it, then shove it outta the way [eventually 7 hopefully soon]!! ITS BLOCKING MY VIEW OF AN EVEN MORE SUNSHINIER WORLD!!

like freud said [ahuh... i DID study for fdn XD]: one must bring the unconscious forward to the conscious~ i.e. memories must be brought forth & thus confronted, in order for us to move forward & strive to our bestest abilities.. & i believe that i cld do wayyy better than this!! I JUST NEED TO BRING MY UNCONSCIOUS BCK TO MY CONSCIOUS!! ...& i tink tht has alrdy happened lol~ step 2 is to face it, confront it, and FIX THE PROBLEM. LOL.

ok i do not hav a brain defect, theres nth wrong wif me as a person, i do nt want to commit suicide or anything, im normal!! its just a problem tht has occured as a result of the past tht I WANT TO & NEED TO CHANGE. PRONTO. =.=''

i know keeping my dream of becoming a doctor or a plastic surgeon alive is pretty much 98% impossible for me, but i rly do want to become tht?? but like the PROBLEM, is tht i am nt freakin SMART ENOUGH.

how annoying can tht BE!?!? i mean, u wldve thought tht i wldve alrdy had given up tht dream, bt i still DO dream abt it sumtimes. like wat if i WAS smart enuf? life will be so interesting!!

*sigh* the sadness of being unsmart =.=''

also... i hate my hair nw!! W.T.H.!?!? hmmphhh~~ cnt wait till exams r over, so i cn go salon n trim trim trim & get it FRINGED!!!

ALSOOOooo... my nose is driving me nuts!! ..& no. it aint the swine flu LOLS.

wellwelll..... enough ranting!! i shall hav a long tlk wif mum tmr XD ^^

...& ahmmm.... STUDY CHIRO HIST [tht i always without fail, FAIL] -.-''

I SUCK OMG!! -.-''

drowsyy...

2009-05-31T14:40:00.002+08:00

omg~~
so drowsyyyy~~~
stupid clarinase.... works so gd for my nose, bt makes me so damn drowsyyy hmmpphh~~

wat a time to get drosy summore!! i onli hv tdy to study for the fdn exam tm morning!! why i went to housewarming dinner party last nite harr?? -.-''

blehh~~ i need to pass this fdn unit!!! YAAA!!! BASHYYAAA!!!

eee.... so sleeepppyyyyy -.-'''' *blink blink*

anywayz... bck to this fdn environmental crap stuff -.-'''

GANBATTE NE!!

2009-05-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

GANBATTE NE!!

BASHYAA!!

I CAN DO THIS BMS!!

HAI!!

CONCENTRATE & PASS IT!!

AJA AJA HWAITING!!

I WILL DO WELL!!

I WILL TRY MY BEST!!!

GO ME!!

JIA YEW!!

*fist*

1st love memories...

2009-05-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

1st love memoriess..

ball.. dancing.. food... drinks... double doors... glowed as he came in... handsome as ever.. cute.. charming.. quiet... tall...

word got arnd... we talked... we danced.. we exchanged numbers... it started frm there ^^

i his 1st, him my 1st~ ............[i tink]

my bday... midnight... RAIN LOL~ *sigh* ^-^

then... i left... aeroplane... james blunt song plays & i cry~

short but sweet~ & till tdy... occasionally, i cnt help bt reminise bck to the 1st night we saw each other ^^ how fairytale like was tht?

tis such a fairytale moment~ happens onli once in a lifetime? i dnt know~ hope it might happen again ^^

hes so cute & handsome & ARGHH!!! C.U.T.E!! =( such a shamee to hv left~ tis the story i guess~ reminiscing...... ^^

1st love memoriess...

.x.

9.54pm at nite..

2009-05-19T20:02:00.002+08:00

9.54pm at nite...
i am thinking:
1) i need to be damn organized nxt sem.
2) i need to stop procrastinating so much.
3) i need to stop being so addicted to fb.
4) i need to revise and keep up wif uni work.

LIKE I AM SO BEHIND ON EVERYTHING EXCEPT THE SPORTS SCIENCE BIT OF CHIRO. SHIT.

BMS IM SO SCREWED FOR SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT.

then there is the 2 chiro tests tmr.
the history one i nvr studied fr until tonight.

the other one i havent read d chapter.

OTOKE!?!?!?

i rly need to be way organized nxt sem, and hav a notebk each for every single unit!!!!!!

thts a start. like this sem i wrote EVERYTHING INTO ONE NOTEBK. omg.
wat an idiot.
nw i hv shit loads to go thru.

HOOOHHHH~~~
so sleepyyyy..... wat i rly need nw is a long 14 hr nap loll~~ tht wl be heavenly ^^

ANYWAYZZZZzzz... tdy i cn finally eat fd normally!!

nt used to eating normally anymore actually haha bt i aint complainin =P

now i js hv to call Q and go korean buffet all u can eat XD

bt no time mannn... nxt wk exams start. SHIBAL.

wat am i dg here!?!?!? I SHLD GET BCK TO THIS CHIRO HIST!!!!

CIAOOOooo!!!

breakfast at lv...

2009-05-16T18:10:00.010+08:00

breakfast at lv...

~pain au chocolat..

~mocha..

~melieu cake..

~morning sun..

~alfresco style..

all in all... a v. pleasant day ne! i was totally meant to go bck home at 12.30~ bt nooooo.... its went until like 3.30!! y am i nt surprised? loll~~

there was a reason as t y i actually pt the meeting to the morning lol~ its so i cld go home by 12.30 and start writing my jap essay and study my arse off for chiro!!

why did i nt leave at 12.30!?!!? waaaaa... nt tht i regret tho =P d weather was perfect, and the park was just calling lolll~~

here r some pics ^^

2nd day without mummy and daddy...

2009-05-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

ok... tdy jus nw in jap lect at arnd 2pm, i started feeling so headache and tired and sleepy!! seriouslyyy.. its so boring =.='' then rite... in chiro lect i was bursting to go pee bt d lecturer surely make a comment in front of the whole lect if anyone leaves d lect =.='' so i was like screaming inside lol~~ thx God at one pt he off the lights to show us an xray!! cz at tht pt, i took chance to sneak out d bck door XD yesyesss finally ahaha!! omg. tht was such a pointless tale to tell lol~~

anywaysss.. i started getting a really painful headache again twd the end of the chiro lect. like my head was pounding, n it was shit cold all of a sudden~ so waiting for d bus and train tdy was tormenting to say the least!! watmore with my stitches still intact pretty tight, tlking alot tdy just made it worse i swear =.='' like i was starting to tink tht the headache came frm talking too much in my oh so fragile condition lol~

in the train frm esplanade onwards... thts when my head REALLYY started giving me the shits. like it was drumming against my head!! pounding, boom boom boom. i was super cold [stupid train person on d aircon =.= wat an idiot]. anywayzzz yeaa... by d time i gt into the car, i blasted d heater, n len tot i was insane lol~ bt at tht point, i was at critical point. i felt like shit coz my head was killing me, and my body started being very painful to any touch~ yess... even hot waterrr in the shower~ its so baddd... lik i usually have this painful to touch skin like when i am actually gonna be well sick~ its just a clear sign to me of the coming sickness tht laid in store.

so i took panadol. n slept on the moroccan couch [COMFY AS!!]... woke up to len saying dinner was ready, and started eating.... then suddenly started feeling betterrrr... and BETTEERRRR..... ANDDDD BETTEERRRR WITH EVERY BITE OF FOOD THT I TOOK!!! [japanese curry & herbal soup]

yess... i reckon it was becoz of me eating onli a yoghurt this whole day, until dinner time, where i ATEEEE lolll~~ i mean be real!! wat am i supposed to bring to uni to eat?? its so hard to eat normal food!!!

so yeaaa... like ive learnt tht eating onli a yoghurt for the whole day can make u rly rly rlyyyyyy sick!!!

nvr again..... tmr i shall try to make pasta to bring to uni *sigh* long day ahead tmr...

tonite summore i was meant to study!!! so much work to do these coming 3 weeks!! anywayzz... bt INSTEAD!?!?

sat my arse down in front of the tv wif len and ti and watched janice dickenson modelling agency =.=''' wat a procrastinatorrrrr.... seriously... i need to get my act together FAST.

time is ticking, and exams r crawling round the corner~ TIME TO GET THE STUDY ONNNNN!!!!!

bt for nw... sleep is in store ^^

so gdnite WORLDDD!!!

i shall awake to a whole new and more motivated ME tmr!!! ^-^

love ya all~~

...& to KAISHENAAAAA!!! JEONGMAL KAMSAHAMNIDA FOR THE MOOD RING CHINGU FROM THE SOUTH!!! I LOVE MOOD RINGS LOL~ n u js happen to hav given me my first ever mood ring!! XDD yess i sumhw nvr managed to buy myslf one b4 ^.^''' ANYWAYZZZZ.... the colour nw is like purply ^.^ wat does tht mean??? lolllll~~~ i need to find meslf a chart!! ^.^ p.s. postcard was sooo damn funny XDD

happi mothers day...

2009-05-10T14:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPI MOTHER'S DAY!! ♥
mummy & daddy left this morning at 4am to KL for 3 days, then to miri for like 4 days~

so i didnt even hav a chance to say happi mothers day to mummy hooohhh~~ ah wellsss ^^

ahuhhh last nite at 2am i realised tht my FDN essay is in for this week, and nt nxt week~ so omg. im so screwed!!!!!

...& yet im still doing quizes on fb omg =.='' there is seriously sumthing wrong wif me lol~ like SERIOUSLY.

okla~ i shall start d essay in 10 mins time!!

n =O i forgot to write mummy my shopping list for her to buy bck!!!!

THE LIST...
- phone jewels.
- any lulubelle stuff.
- skinny jeans & nice clothes.
- heels.
- chinese & jap mags.
- kanebo whitening cream.

xoxo..

hair dilemma..

2009-05-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

i reaaallyyy need to fix my hair!!! its so annoying!! like it wont grow longer fast enuf!!! i need my hair super long rite now!!!! been waiting for agess!!! =.=''

anywayzz... also, the fringe doesnt seem to work anymore!! i need to go salon n cut my hair soon~ not shorter tho, bt like style it n stuff~ i tink cutting it abit will make it grow longer faster lol~ so yeaaaa.... bt i scared they cut too short!!! hmmphhhh my hair is so annoying atm lol~

WELL THENNNnnn....
my nxt problem..
im so damn addicted to fb~ wth rite!! i also dunno why haha!!

alsooo... i want to go to neverlandd ^.^

yess last nite i finally watched 'finding neverland' by johnny depp and kate winslet~ like omg. it is so sad n touching until i was crying my eyes out towards the end!!! seriously~ tht movie was tooo movinggg!!!! if i was in the cinema, id cry evenmore and to the point my eyeliner smudges all d way down my face!! ahuhh ahuhhh~~ its tht gd lol~

pfftttt this is exactly the thing i dont need to do rite nw... procrastination..... lollll.... SO MUCH WORK TO DO MANNNNNnnnn so siannnnnnnn.... like i rly dn feel like studying nw.... too dreamy and wan to go holidayyyyyyyy.... this monkey mia thing seems to be gg perfectly so farr!!! so hopefully we'll go this JUNE!! ^^

huhuhuhuhuuuuuu examsss coming so soon arrr... i just feel rly sick of studying atm. like no mood la. so so so sian. I NEED MOTIVATION!!!!!! HEEELLLLPPPP!!!!

time to GOI...

2009-05-09T16:27:00.003+08:00

yess... i believe its time to GOI.

seriously... its been too long!! at this rate, nth will ever happen!!

GOI! GOI! GOI!!

im almost 98% convinced tht it will nt work -.-'' mayb it has always been unbalancedly weighted lol~

so yeaa... frm tdy onwards.. I WILL GOI!!! ^^

carrie: "Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous."

yaa.. ive been watching sex&the city marathons!! lol~ ^^ i love tht show!!

3rd day since the surgery..

2009-05-06T16:45:00.003+08:00

just wrote a very long post jus nw bt internet decided to crap up n im bck to square one ngghhh -.-'''

anywayzzz... to sum things up.

i . am . very . pissed .

I HATE DENTISTS. SOUP. YOGHURT. LIQUID FOOD. MOUTH WASH. DENTISTS.

...& i jus burned mummy's curry puff filling =.=''

1st day of wisdom teeth extraction..

2009-05-04T23:18:00.004+08:00

tdy was d day i had all 4 of my wisdom teeth extracted~
heres hw it went..
first, i changed into robes & stuff~ had to wear this funny looking blue shower cap, and cover my feet in them blue shower cap type stuff, bt for feet one~

THENN... had to remove my nail varnish =.='' tht was annoying lol~ it just wldnt come off!! bt yeaaa... den weighed meself.. turns out i AM 49kg!! WOOO!! =P

anywayz... den wlked into surgery... laid on the operating chair... dr. moffit [the anaesthethiaist] told me to hold tht gas mask over my nose n mouth~
i choked. it tasted/smelled HORRIBLE. it was pretty irritating~ d last thing i remmebered was i made a squinggy face cz of the gas, & nxt thing i kno, i opened my eyes to a nurse telling me its all done.

SO FAST RITE!?!? its so weirdd!!! ...bt yeaa... i was freezing my butt off there =.='' y dont they hav heaters!?! i was covered in blankets n stuff, bt still did nt stop me frm shivering lol~

ok... laid there in recovery for abt hlf an hr, den i was allowed to get changed, rite aft d lady took the drip off off me~ was a bit wobbly wen i got up to change~

THENNN... went toilet.. spat a whole loada sticky sticky ultra sticky blood out.. which was gross btw lol~ anywayzz... den d nurse showed me to another recovery room, where i sat in one of those comfy chairs tht go down into a half bed kinda thing~ had to drink 2 cups of apple & blackcurrant juice~ cldnt see propaly cz my contacts were off~ waited for my sis to join me~

so yea!! waited there for agessss~~ and finally discharged at 5.40pm~

dinner tonite...
chicken soup. spinach & potatoe soup. both drunk with straws lol.

yuppp... tht is pretty much its gna be for this whole coming week!! apaprently nxt wk i cn start eating solid fd again... BUTTTTT.... must cut it up REALLYYY REAAAAAALLYYYY small apaprently~

plus d nurse said no rice!! OMG!! HW WILL I LIVE!?!?
i hav nvr gone without rice fr more than 2 days loll~~~~ i love u rice!!!!!

so yess... im guessing ill be arnd 47kg by the end of these 2 weeks lol~ then im gna go have a FOOD BANQUET on d day i cn finally eat like normal XDD

cant waitttttttt!!!!

bt for nw... pray tht my condition does nt worsen pain wise~ cz so far i hav nt felt any pain~ so yeaaa... i pray hopefully wen all d numbness is gone, i wnt hv so much pain~ like so far i cn feel d numbness gg~ bt yeaaa its still dere~

kk tonite im slping wif my head above my heart~ which means big pillows etc. so uncomfy =.=''

anyway.. i shld prolly get gg~

gdnite sweetpeas!!

everything for the past few days..

2009-05-03T21:10:00.008+08:00

ok~ like i hv been eating WAAAYYY too much tdyy ayy~ went to nb lib to "study" lol~~with quentin~ den i gt v. hungry, so we went phad thai [luv it ^.^], and ended up lazingg on the ultra comfy sofas in d lib lol~~ wat a dayyy~~ i hv nvr eaten so much in agesss omg -.- dis must be bad fr me lol!!

okok.. like b4 we lounged on d sofas... we went to try on sum awesome hats =P [onli took 2 pics cz damn paiseh... d owner of d shop rite dere lol]...

i love ze pink kiddish hat ^.^ ..& quentin in tht adam sadler type cap wif the fan on top ahaha XD ...

bad ass cop ^.< ...& the bad ass bad ass behind there =P .....

well.. i give ya a taste of other stuffs we tried on lol~~ i was the queen, he was the pope, i was jack sparrow, he was one of those ancient warrior ppls loll~ etc. etc. etc.

dont u love dressin up?? ^.^ i love it!! ehehe nw sumone has to host a fancy dress party real soon omg!! mayb i shld do one for my bday?? ^.^'' so lz to organise n clean up n all tho HAHA!! so we shall see =P

ahhh~~ so anywayz.. like my stomach feels so bad atm!! huhuuu... shldnt hv eaten lemon chicken wen i came bck 0.0'' wat a pigg..

anywayz.. my skin is so bad nw~ i am seriously taking desperate measuress... yess... im actually starting myself on a must-eat-2fruits-every-morning-and-night type diet~ seriously~ i just feel so damn ugly nowadays~ i need my beautiful skin bck!! im so desperate i even looked up all d types of vitamins tht r gd for skin, and hw to get them in which natural foods!! LOLL!! as i said.... DESPERATE!!!!!

okkk... oh myyy... i forgot to tlk abt mais' bday dinner!! ok~ so basically me and htet skipped bms lect. on thurs [30.04.09- d day i dissected pig's heart & lungs] to go city in search for pressiess!!

ausssiesssss....

tis the pressie we made XD...

at valentinos..

okk... as u cn tell frm this pic, it was a pretty fun nite at valentinos ^^ i dn hv a grp photo yet, bt wen i do get it, ill b sure to post it up ^^

ive many other pics, bt cbb to post em all here!! go see my fb istead =P

welll then.... i havent studied since wed. omg. this is bad loll... ooo did i mention tht I PASSED THE MANDATORY-TO-PASS CHIRO ESSAY!?!? XD go mee!! woott!!! altho it was onli 52% ahahaha ^^''

heyy... its still a passs =P at least i didnt just fail the whole unit by getting a 49% =P

goshhh... tmr is the wisdom teeth surgery~ so dreading it ayyy~~ like gg under general anaesthesia n all~ getting FOUR taken out~ stitches... n the worst part IS the ugly face tht comes along as the aftmath at the event omg. -.-'' totally sucks~ pls pray for me!!!!!

xoxo

wish me luck *fingers crossed*

anzac holidayy..

2009-04-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

how boringggg... tdy i was meant to do work, bt nooooo.... dunno wat i did -.-'' i woke up shit late!! like around 1.30 lol~ den ate aLOT~ dennn.. wat arr?? omg see? i forgot 0.o''

....oh ya!! den watched cheetah girls 1,2,3. AHAHAHA yesss... v. sadddd i kno lol~ btttttt the 3rd one was gd!!! XD loved d songs ahaha!!

i sooo nd to get a life mann!!! -.-'' still havent watched f&f omg. i am missing out on sum gd action movie here!! hmmphh~~

plus.. i rly feel like havin a bf rite nw lol!! bt then wen i HAVE one, i yearn to b single LOL!! im so weird -.-''

ALSOOOoo... i totally wana go hol to an island rite nw!! wif jihoo oppa, and kiss by a boat on d beach at night *sigh* so romanticccccc~~~

ALLLSSSSOOOooo.... i nd to stop dreaming again~ omg. i dream too much -.-' its so distracting!!! okok~~ tmr i shall get a lot of work done ^.^

for nowww.... buenos noches~

xx

my fridayyy...

2009-04-25T01:21:00.002+08:00

well well... tdy aft uni i went shopping wif kim and met pei ee at chic & chic!! din recognise her cz of her hair extensions!! lol!! [nt until she called me lol]

so yeaa.. then went home, gt ready to go out, went to innaloo cinemas... was meant to watch fast&furious, bt quentin was so late frm uni so we missed it =( so sadd... i so wanted to watch tht =( ah wellsss~~

then at nite we went to meet jo isabel & mark at city for dinner ^^ he left, and i joined d rest ^^ took us abt hlf an hr till we decided where to eat ahha!! ate italian and tiramisu ^.

anywayz... i cldnt stand nt watching bof anymore ahahah!! speshly aft tlking abt dramas jus nw XD so im watching ep 7 nw ahahah!! damnnn... so much fr bannation till sem break ehehee ^^''

i dunno which guy i like!!
..& also.. hw dyu kno if d emotions evoked r real? or just jkingly? or just for plain amusement of oneself? u tell me~~ lol~ love infatuation crush? i guess u nvr rly kno which is relevant to u at any particular time~ nt for me anywayz lol~

omg. watching bof make me feel like sooo... dunno lol~ d main girl jandi is so damn lucky is all i hv to say!!!!

xx

head in the cloudss..

2009-04-24T00:20:00.002+08:00
ok.. i realised just hw stupid i am ahaha!! im referring to tht post i did before this one loll~~ y shld i feel so insecure abt myself!?
tbh... i am perfectly fine the way i am ayy!! [except nd to lose some fats XD]

bt other than tht... screw those dudes tht r gona go for my dongseng jus cz they tink shes hot! hmmphh!! do watevr u want~ i shall find true love =P

like carrie said in sex and the city... wat IS true love? and can we ever find it?

kk i havent mentioned tdy's happenings!! ... basically i was meant to meet wif kimbo tdy aft uni [1st time since i broke up wif him] in the city!! of coz i was dreading it real bad cz i tot like omg. its gna be so awkward!! bt thennn... at train st i met anita... n we started tlking etcetc... then i turned around and saw first: quentin. then: loic. then: kimbo.

like obviously i was shocked lol!! bt then sooo relieved at d same time as well lol!! apaprently kimbo bumped into them along the way to mt me at train st. THANK GOD [i say]. XD

so anywayz... we went subi cz loic had t tlk to his manager~ & we ended up hanging out at subi hotel pub, playing pool, and loic chia us beer ^^

then tbh.. i actually gt bit high n lala aft tht beer ahaha!! yesss... my alcho tolerance is shit. ahaha!! bt yeaaa... ended up bck in city eating taka..

at takaaa.... sumones hands was v. careless!!! AHEMMM... HEMMmmmm....!!!
..and isit me? or r train stations rly scary to wait at alone?? lol~ luckily quentin was kind enuf to wait wif meeee!! kimbo was dere too~ i still find it so weird likeee... WTH.
lol~ watev~

so yeaa... wat an interesting life i hav!! -.-''

btw... tdy was so cold!! XD i loveee itt ehehehe ^^b

okok... i shld go slp nw ^^ tm morning jap class !!

with a lil bit of love frm me..
xoxo~

rivallrryy...

2009-04-23T21:22:00.002+08:00
who ever knew tht ur own dongseng mite be ur one n onli rivalry?!

ok.. its nt like i hate her!! she did nth wrong! lol! i still love her n all!!
bt its d fact tht d guys tht u like and used to like and will probably fall for, tells u tht ur dongseng is hot!!
like WTH!? r all my bfs in d future gona tink tht shes hot n therefore leave me eventually becoz of tht!?

hw unfair is life? issit coz im nt gdlooking?? i thought it was abt personality as well!? [as corny as this sounds]. bt yea!! like wth~ of coz im annoyed n upset abt this!! u mite tink.. like wth... y is she so touchy abt this? BUT COMMON~~ isnt it a serious matter!?!? i need to hottify myself so my dongseng wont out-hot me!! 0.o''

hmmphh... bt my dongseng is tall and thin.. =.='' and wat am i!? short and pudgy hmmphh =( bt its nt all abt looks rite?? i mean i AM a girl wif nice personality??? or LIKEABLE PERSONALITY even!?!?

see my dilemma???!?!? wat shld i do!?!? OTOKE!?

this will forever haunt me i swearr -.-'' i need to take action!!! geeezzz!!! nw i cant stop tinking abt it!!!

*goes and seaweed masks*

another late night..

2009-04-23T00:22:00.002+08:00
OMG. KILL ME!!! bloody helll~~ i am studying bms like shit nw!!! wth~~ i will nvr EVER nt concentrate like tht ever again!! AHHH!!! so frustrating coz i kno i dun kno a lot of stuff~ as in nw im reading everything, bt like i probably wont remember it all tm??? GRRR -.-''

O.TO.KE!?!??!!?!?!? OTOKE??? OTOKKEE!?!?!?

HELP MEEE!!!! HUHUHUUUU... tm's test is a mid-sem as well!! AAAHHH!!! seriouslyyyy.... i rly dunno wat to do nw~ i still gt some lects to go thru~~ bt i need to slp mannn~~ for 3 nites in a row ive been gg to bed lik arnd 2am!! im so damn tired & rly can feel like stinging right under my eye!! -.-'' i bet u eyebags r forming as i type -.-'''

nghhh~~~ plus also i rly dunno wat ppl dun get abt me nt liking to hav long POINTLESS CONVERSATIONS on the freakin PHONE!!! if u wanna call me, HAVE A PURPOSE!!! i nt so ENG wana go speak to u on d phone abt stuff tht u dun even hav to speak abt!!! ERGHHH!!! just mt up then speak!! GOSHH!!! -.-'''' so annoying~~ likeee i dunno hw many times i mustve said tht oredi GRRR!!!! HMMMPHHHhhhhh............ NOT EVERYONE SO HV TIME. tlk on phone pula -.-''' thts worse than watching tv. coz tlk on phone u cnt do many other thingd at d same time!! so annoying ISH~

ANYWHOOOSSSsss.... i am so pissed atm as u can tell loll~~~ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOD PLS LET ME PASS D TEST TMR!!! I WANNA DO MORE THAN PASSSS!!!!!

AMEN.

midnight rant..

2009-04-22T00:29:00.002+08:00
i am sooo boreddd studying this bms thing.. like i just wanna go out!!! hmmpphh... i feel like gg out alot nwdays haha -.-''

anywayzzz.... i decided i need to get a move on FROM EVERYTHING. yesss... get my head bck on track, and pass this semester!!!
NO MORE LALA-ING!! I SHALL CONCENTRATE FULLY!!
YAYA... eeee... sumtimes tink abt namja is v distracting!! ahh!! must nt tink of namja!!!

like wth. get ovr it mann... im tlking abt several things here lolll~~ guess work =P anywaysss... im in such a desperate need fr a gd long hug rite nw!! ^.^ under the big fat moon.. hot mochas.. on a picnic rug by the beach.. tall candles... guitar music... *sigh* here we go again ahaha d daydreaming lol!! ee.. i want an oppa like jihoo or junpyo =( theyre soo gd neh!! so ENG summore!! XD

wellwelllll.... nearly 1am nw 0.o'' did nth much again tonite -.-'' wat a time waster i am~ i jus dunno y i cnt concentrate~~

issit true tht ppl can feel empty wen theyre single!? lol!! i heard tht sumwhre!! like apaprently ppl who r in love & r actually A COUPLE, feel like they have everything in the world!! i want tht feeling again loll~~

like im nt even happi with anything i eat ahaha~ kk this is so random bt yea ahahah!! coz like rightt... i dunno ler!! like i eat... bt i still feel like sumthing is missing?? im nt usually like tht!! dyu kno wat i mean?

like u just dunno wat is missing!!! and its rly annoying actually!!! this rly makes me cant concentrate =.='' wat more gt big ass bio test on thurs morning HAIYOOOoo.... PENGSAN AHH MEEE!!!

ishh~~ ramble abt nth again =.='' welll... i hope i find wat is tht missing SUMTHING. lol!!
meanwhile... BCK TO PRIMATES.

HUAITING.

hehe!!

2009-04-19T19:52:00.008+08:00
hehe!! tdy i am happi ^^
see wat non-attachment does to u?? XD
i shld be like this everyday!!
the not msning thing is rly working so far!! i shld keep it up hehe~

as u can see.. i have finally updated my blog to sumthing... OBSESSIVE LOL!!

since i cant watch d drama.. i shall LISTEN to d songs.. and see my blog kekeke!! i will live!! ^-^

ok... so i didnt rly study as much as i shldve tdy.. =.='' BUTT... i hav uploaded asia pics.. and hav updated my blog.. there is nth else left to do lol!! so i can concentrate nw i tink ^^

oo speaking of ASIA... here r some of the pics =^-^=
we met at city first..

then.. we went utopia..

then off to ASIA!! ..waiting to get into onyx bar...

then the party begins!!.. pic wif cute TONY the pimp guyy ^.< ...

us girlies!! ^^ ...

then there was me and james [ben] BOND of the nite ^.< ...

ok.. i shall end here ^^ there r tons more pics on my fb if yall wanna see ok? ^^ overall tho.. it was a veryyyy fun nite ^^ despite the pretty outta date music and non-existent air-con loll~~

well thenn.... NOW i can peacefully start my bio work again lol~ hoohhh... procrastination killsss...

STAY POSITIVE!!! HUAITING!!! I CAN DO THIS!! ^^

much love..
oxox

hoohh...

2009-04-19T01:01:00.003+08:00
y do i suddenly feel so ... poofed??
.... hmmmphhhh....

OK. IM GONNA...
1) STOP WATCHING BOYS OVER FLOWERS.
2) STOP MSNING.
3) STOP WASTING SO MUCH TIME DREAMING.
4) START STUDYING SERIOUSLY.

kinda annoyed atm... BUT WAT DA HECK.

I HAVE BIO TO STUDY NOW MAN.
ON WITH THE WORK!!!! I SHALL DO WELL FROM NOW ON!!!

WITNESS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *fisttt**
HUAITINGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! *jumps into the air*

[one day a junpyo or jihoo will come ^.^] -- cant choose between dem ahaha!! ^^''

for the last time...
[moons & stars ]
ANNYEONG~

easter sunday...

2009-04-13T02:11:00.004+08:00

I had a v. gd easter sunday.. which made up my totally disastourous & nerdish easter friday haha!!

so yess.. tdy i went to city wif andy, arnie, and kim ^^
.. went to search for my asia dress!! harbour town sales of coz ^.< like ="0">

so i did.. and showed em.. reactions was gd haha!! speshly andy's loll hilarious dude..
anywayz.. bought it rite away =p u wldnt BELIEVE hw much it was!! XD nt tellin ^.<
hehe so finally i hav a dress short enuf for clubbin!!
cant wait till ASIA hehe.. hopefully aft tht we're gg brazil nite at d deen tho ^.^ i totally wanna try salsa dance there hahaha!!! XD hopefully a certain sumone wld be gg too ^.^
okok welll... its pretty late now.. and tmr gotta study humanbody lol~~
sweet dreams to me!! ^.^v
[ moons & stars ]
xoxo